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Printed from https://www.writing.com/main/books/item_id/2020667-me/day/6-9-2021
Rated: XGC · Book · Other · #2020667
blog of a person who seems to be invisible...
ok.. so I'm taking a next step in my life. I'm improving on myself. I'm going down this path i am on, thanks to God. I now attend a church regularly, and I like its small confines in a church building i attended nearly 40 years ago. To me it is surreal.

Do i know whats ahead, or even where I am going? no, not at all. to be honest it scares me, but I need to step out of my fear and take charge of my life, and live it the way I and God want me to be. where ever this path goes, I'm sticking it out to the end. I feel it is a testament to who I am.
I am learning more and more everyday about myself. and improving, also trying to make amends for past mistakes.
But one can only make amends for mistakes where there was mistakes to begin with, if people don't want to listen then that is their fault, and their loss. I wont go where im not wanted and I know I am a good man, if you don't.. well that's too bad so sad for you...
June 9, 2021 at 5:52pm
June 9, 2021 at 5:52pm
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You know sometimes life throws you a curve, it is either good or bad. There were some good things for me lately, but I constantly think about the terrible thing that has been weighing on my mind as of late...It's my job.

You see, I have been there for 9 1/2 years, soon to be ten, but This year has shown me a lot regarding it.
1. it is a dead-end job; I have a snowball's chance in hell of going anywhere with this company.
2. they have bad managers, who should not be or even considered to be in the positions they are in. They are usually the ones in the click, in other words, it is a popularity contest.

I believe I'm going to apply for other jobs in my area, this decision is not one I come to very easily. Especially since I have a history of making terrible decisions that usually hurt people and myself in the process. But I feel it is one that I need to do, I hate wasting my time and energy for people who wont give it back in some regards.

It just hurts me to waste my time...


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