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blog of a person who seems to be invisible...
ok.. so I'm taking a next step in my life. I'm improving on myself. I'm going down this path i am on, thanks to God. I now attend a church regularly, and I like its small confines in a church building i attended nearly 40 years ago. To me it is surreal.

Do i know whats ahead, or even where I am going? no, not at all. to be honest it scares me, but I need to step out of my fear and take charge of my life, and live it the way I and God want me to be. where ever this path goes, I'm sticking it out to the end. I feel it is a testament to who I am.
I am learning more and more everyday about myself. and improving, also trying to make amends for past mistakes.
But one can only make amends for mistakes where there was mistakes to begin with, if people don't want to listen then that is their fault, and their loss. I wont go where im not wanted and I know I am a good man, if you don't.. well that's too bad so sad for you...
November 19, 2019 at 4:45pm
November 19, 2019 at 4:45pm
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DAY 2556: November 18, 2019

Prompt: Reflect on the blessings of 2019, and list some of them.

2019, has been a rather rough year for me on many levels. granted most of them have been due to my own failures, but wholeheartedly, I dont consider them failures, I actually consider them learning experiences.

But honestly, I have a home, a place to live, a job, a car, a few new friends, and a couple of old ones. I have dreams, fantasies and nightmares. There are lots of blessings I have in my life and am thankful for each and every one.

I even consider it a blessing when someone leaves my life as much as I do the ones that come into my life. There is just as much good when someone leaves as there is when someone comes in.

I know I have no use for people who are broken, or dont try to contribute to anything, in any other way but suffering.

Over all i am happy and I am right where I am supposed to be in my life. The best part about it? That I got here on my own without help from any body... I'm really happy about that.


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November 6, 2019 at 3:58pm
November 6, 2019 at 3:58pm
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DAY 2543 November 6, 2019
Was there a time you wanted (or needed) to say something, but kept quiet?


believe it or not there is alot of times I would like to say something but keep quiet, however the opposite it true, especially of me. Sometimes I do't know when to keep my mouth shut, and that has gotten me into more trouble than I would like to think about. It definitely is a trouble spot for me, more of a work in progress for me.

So have I learned anything by it... Yes. I have learned that sometimes silence is golden and should be used but other times it should be avoided as there are several times when it should be over written.
Someday I hope to be wise enough, and have learned enough at the time to know when to know which one to use and stop the bad energy coming to me.

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