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me...

by David the Dark one!

Rated: XGC · Book · Other · #2020667

blog of a person who seems to be invisible...

ok.. so I'm taking a next step in my life. I'm improving on myself. I'm going down this path i am on, thanks to God. I now attend a church regularly, and I like its small confines in a church building i attended nearly 40 years ago. To me it is surreal.

Do i know whats ahead, or even where I am going? no, not at all. to be honest it scares me, but I need to step out of my fear and take charge of my life, and live it the way I and God want me to be. where ever this path goes, I'm sticking it out to the end. I feel it is a testament to who I am.
I am learning more and more everyday about myself. and improving, also trying to make amends for past mistakes.
But one can only make amends for mistakes where there was mistakes to begin with, if people don't want to listen then that is their fault, and their loss. I wont go where im not wanted and I know I am a good man, if you don't.. well that's too bad so sad for you...

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amy-Has a great future ahead

Nov 9, 2020 at 2:54pm
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What a fabulous poem. Have a great day.

Charlie ~

Sep 6, 2020 at 4:43pm
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I moved into a new apartment this summer and you're right, quiet can be a deafening sound. My last place had paper thin walls and you could practically hear the neighbors flipping a pancake.

I respect your right and civic duty to vote for who you want to vote for, even if I have differing views. I'm happy to hear that you're doing well and making friends.

Chris Breva

Jul 13, 2020 at 8:33am
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Yes. The southern heatwave is affecting people in Canada now as well.

Charlie ~

Jul 12, 2020 at 4:52pm
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I had a Florida summer one time and it was pretty epically hot and humid. I thought Houston was bad until I was in Florida.

I don't think I've ever drank so much water in my whole life. Make sure you're staying hydrated and safe out there!

hullabaloo22

Nov 20, 2019 at 9:48am
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Independent - that's the best way to be.

QPdoll

Nov 7, 2019 at 5:47am
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It's funny, I have the opposite issue. Sometimes I don't speak up enough. I guess there's a happy medium in there somewhere. But, you're right, silence can definitely be golden. Sometimes I just think it's the way we were born whether or not we speak up or not. Who knows, right?

hullabaloo22

Nov 1, 2019 at 4:43pm
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Well, that's certainly true. You can't conquer what you don't have.

AJ wants U 2 meet The CanMan!

Oct 29, 2019 at 5:11pm
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I'm an equal opportunity eater, too -- as in being a foodie. I often tell people that my favorite food is whatever I'm eating at the time. And my food moods are varied. Often, I just go into the kitchen and decide that this ingredient will taste yummy with that ingredient; combine them; and find out that I'm right 99.999999999% of the time.

Chris Breva

Oct 26, 2019 at 9:58am
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Like you I am an equal opportunity eater. However, One of my favorite desserts was actually a summer special. My family would go out together and pick wild black raspberries, usually in early June. Then my mom would take the first bucket of them and make black raspberry cobbler, which I would pour milk and sugar over and eat warm. It was delicious!

I know I don't often respond to blogs. I am trying to amend that and begin doing so. A lot of my responses will be late like this one because Saturday is about the only day I have much time. However I would like to win "Blogger of the week" two weeks this month. Hopefully answering blogs will convinces everybody to vote for me!

Alexi

Mar 29, 2019 at 11:45am
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Remember Noah, the guy who biult a ship in the middle of nowhere. No water surrounding it and people thought he was mad but he just whistled his way and worked out his calculations acording to to his Masters istructions. He was thought crazy but he just worked away in his own faith and beliefs and listened to his master's instrutions. It paid off because we all know that Noah wasn't as daft as people thought, he lived and others perished. It pays not to trust man. It pays to have fiath in God's word.

The moral is to trust no man, yes, trust no man. trust only what God's word says and let the Holy Spirit guide. He is the one you can trust. People no matter how nice, will and do let us down.

Expression in writing is amazing, one can go into anywhere and with research it can turn out ok. Have a nice day my Friend.

August 29, 2020 at 1:27pm

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my life today 082920

well, it's been a while since I put anything on here but trust me, I have been very busy. I have been under tremendous stress with everything that is going on here in Florida. And I have to deal with it all on my own, but I always drop in when I can but usually not for very long.

Well, I am finally moving out of my mom's house. I move into my place on September 1st. To me, that means the last bit of my former life has been swept away. I needed all that stuff and memories removed so I can be the person I am supposed to be, and the person I have always been but has been hiding behind fear and other superfluidities. I just wish the person I wanted to see me now, would see me... but alas, not going to happen. I believe she would have been proud that I am finally the man she saw inside me. But its ok, I don't need anybody's permission to be me.

The job is still a major stressor in my life. my direct supervisor is my ex's uncle. Ya! and before you say it I know its a bad thing. I agree. but I haven't killed him, yet.

My nephews have been fighting for hours today and I'm ready to Jason Voorhees them and go back to work on getting ready to move. Ahhh! well, ADHD, unmedicated kids are still kids. Comme la vie! such is life!

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