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One man's journey to find the way home |
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I am an American Baptist ordained minister. I began my life journey in Massachusetts, where I was called to help people understand what it meant to know a loving God. The call came during a time when I was wrestling with how to help my brother Kurt, who was diagnosed with Schizophrenia during my high school years. I was a new Christian by my senior year following trying to understand what it meant for me to care about a person like my brother who others tended to stay away from.
After twenty three years in Massachusetts, God sent me to the land of Kansas City where I spent about 35 years of my life. I was a pastor, a resident chaplain, a supervisor in training and most recently a caregiver and security. Everything I have done vocationally has been with God in mind. That does not mean that I am totally comfortable with all the movings of the Spirit.
I am now in Erie where I do not know very many people. I came here because of my wife. She is from Erie and coming here was the right thing to do. It just plain made sense. My kids had grown up. I did not like Kansas city in terms of climate and was looking forward to a change. I had become very frustrated vocationally and longed to come to Erie to get a second opinion, because I honestly believed that was what God had wanted for me. I left behind kids and grandkids who I loved!!!! I had two jobs that I enjoyed. They were both very appreciative of my skills and I was making more money with the two jobs than I ever had. I heard more than once. ARE YOU CRAZY?
Well I can only say that I am in love with God's leading. I am starting all over again. It has not been easy. Maybe some of you can offer me some words of support. I am lonely despite the fact my wife is with me. She battles depression and has two siblings that are having similar battles. When it is all said I am in a depressed community with a depressed wife and her family. So I begin the conversation....
WELCOME!!
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September 28, 2019 at 9:17am
September 28, 2019 at 9:17am
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| I got the first one done and now I will ask the proverbial question who will be there for me. It is about self care, God care and other care and the conclusion is that I learn to be there for me as I learn to be in a healthy way related to God and others, being myself so God can be God and others in the name of God get to help me bear the burden and at the Right time take my place. Today I continue to trudge at work. Well over 300 days to go and at least today an eternity. |
September 27, 2019 at 3:16am
September 27, 2019 at 3:16am
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| Maybe greed did get the best of me. It is difficult to say. My 401k is very happy. The only problem is that I do not take home as much, bummer. I will probably make a lot. The only problem is that I need to be very patient about when it may be available to spend. God give me strength. |
September 26, 2019 at 7:31am
September 26, 2019 at 7:31am
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My head spins. I have this wonderful sermon wanting to be birthed but so much angst to get to a place of delivery. God make it happen even as you made me happen and let it give others hope.
It is the story of my out of exile experience in erie, learning how to love my self others and God by giving a tithe during a time where it really mattered, I learned God mattered and so did I and others.
No longer do I have to second guess who or what gives victory, God does. I no longer need to question my relationship with God as giving me worth I give to the one who values me above all else and who values family reconnection rather than divorce and lust after other options. In the New testament it is a quest to embody with Christ the message of giving more than tithe embracing time, talent and treasure and what can happen when I surrender over to God even knowing in the end I die for I know a God who can raise from the dead. |
September 25, 2019 at 9:12am
September 25, 2019 at 9:12am
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| Crunch time, only a few days til my sermon assignment is done. It sifts in my brain. The definition of exile now and then, three lessons from tithing and an invitation to become the message for others needing to know Gods investment. I hope for opportunity to share God willing. |
September 24, 2019 at 11:24am
September 24, 2019 at 11:24am
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| So I go forward with the word yes on my lip as if realizing God is guiding me and giving me hope in the arena of a resurrection spirit in the manner Jesus was giving to God what might inspire others to even greater things |
September 23, 2019 at 10:08am
September 23, 2019 at 10:08am
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| I lay in a spirit of slumber wondering what to be awake for. Lord God use your spirit of resurrection to ennoble others and bring them to a saving knowledge of your grace. |
September 22, 2019 at 1:20am
September 22, 2019 at 1:20am
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| I pray for the introduction of my sermon that is upcoming let it prepare the messenger to test God and find out how good God is. |
September 21, 2019 at 5:39am
September 21, 2019 at 5:39am
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| Prayer for today as that God might make me an instrument of sharing his love in whatever way I can. Help me keep the emphasis off of me and work to leaf others to the message that you have to share with all those you love. Let the blessings flow. |
September 20, 2019 at 9:49am
September 20, 2019 at 9:49am
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| I am praying for God to give me words to share that might help and inspire others. I hope I can speak along lines of a messenger speaking to people who have known exile in one form or another. How this giving over affects relationship, worth and view of God as provider. Ultimately who becomes the messenger in the person of Jesus Christ. |
September 18, 2019 at 6:29am
September 18, 2019 at 6:29am
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| Praying for God's peace and comfort in days ahead. I will preach for fifteen minutes. I will share a story of coming to Erie. Then move in to talk about Malachi and his message to exiles. The reason for tithe and the celebration of reaping the fruits of my tithing and encourage others to offer to God sacrifice as able time, talent and resources, for those who sow sparingly reap sparingly. |
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