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I'm in bad shape with my heart, so it all goes here. My thoughts, fears, and more. |
Well, here goes... I am not going to start at the very beginning of my journey with my heart, but I will say, I've been very blessed by God! I've been allowed to see, smell, taste, touch, hear, and live twenty-nine wonderful years that cannot be medically explained! I wrote a short story about the first part of this journey years ago right here at this awesome site! It's "Please Don't Let Me Die"  . So, this will be the back half of my miraculous journey called life. I already know there will be days of tears, fears, ranting, feeling sorry for myself and etc., but please bear with me. Thanks a million.
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| I'm so sorry that it's been so long since I've gotten on here an updated you guys on my health, but it just gets so busy sometimes that I just lose track of time. Well here's the good news my doctor gave me a year to a year and a half to survive seen me on the 16th of this month and I wish you guys could have seen the look of shock on his face because I know but that look he gave me he did not think I was going to make it this year let alone over a year so I got a lot of lessons. And the only bad part of it is I still only have 15% hard and it's achemic now I'm going to nitroglycerin so I don't know yet what else is going to happen but y'all just keep me in your prayers thank you |
| I'm so sorry that it's been so long since I've gotten on here an updated you guys on my health, but it just gets so busy sometimes that I just lose track of time. Well here's the good news my doctor gave me a year to a year and a half to survive seen me on the 16th of this month and I wish you guys could have seen the look of shock on his face because I know but that look he gave me he did not think I was going to make it this year let alone over a year so I got a lot of lessons. And the only bad part of it is I still only have 15% hard and it's achemic now I'm going to nitroglycerin so I don't know yet what else is going to happen but y'all just keep me in your prayers thank you |
| I find myself saying those very words as I travel on my very rocky path called life. When I was first diagnosed with my end of life expectancy, my thoughts turned to my youngest son. He's in prison right now for some really bad choices he made. My thoughts went to him because I knew he was still facing charges out of Woodbine, Georgia. I know that drugs are never a good choice, but if a person is going to dabble in the sale of drugs, Camden County Georgia is NOT ever a good place to try that concept out! Well, you guessed it! My very ornery youngest son tried that out and got caught. Keep in mind, he's doing time for felony charges he got for stealing a frigging bicycle a few years back! Anyway, they sent him off for three years for that stupid ass stunt! In the meantime, I'm waiting out here on the outside knowing I was given my walking papers on life. Well he was supposed to get out this June which is one year into the year to a year and a half I was given by my cardiologist. No things can never be frigging easy! Not in my life. Now he's been told his TPM is not until April of next year because Camden County is giving him twenty years for the fiasco with the drug charges up there! I'm trying with everything I have in me that I can hold onto life until my baby boy gets out of that God awful place called Rodgers State Prison. I have faith in my God that He will once again grant me a little more time. However, I still feel selfish as hell for asking. I hope whomever reads thus will keep in mind I asking God for this for my son. Everyday I've been repeating that if God brings me to it, He will see me through it! What a mighty God we have! |
| This is been a really really rough time . In February we lost two people in my family. We lost our sister Lorenda, and then we lost my cousin Lori. Lori may have been a cousin, but she was more like a sister. I always referred to her as my twin because she was only three months older than me. I thought I was prepared for her to gain her wings before me, but I was so wrong! Whatever time I have left here is going to be very lonely without her. She was always my constant in this world. I always knew that no matter what, Lori loved me no matter what I had done wrong. She loved me warts and all. She was my cousin, my sister, my friend, and my heart. I'll be expecting to see her waiting for me at the pearly gates. But for right now, I'll have to feel some comfort knowing she's my guardian angel. I love you my girl. Until we meet again. December 25, 1961- March 30, 2023 |
| Wow, I've had one of the craziest time for the past week and a half that I've experienced in a very long time! More in the morning. A Proud Member of ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
| I have really got to get into a schedule with writing in my blog. Me and my son are still on the warpath with each other, but it could be because we are helping out my sister and her kids. It's a very full house right now! We have four extra people in a two bedroom trailer. I'm not use to being cramped up in my bedroom with someone else. Especially when it's my son! I guess I'm going to try to get some sleep right now, but I'll write more in a few hours. Have a great day. A Proud Member of A Proud Member of ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
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