I remember eating without having to plan my life around it. I remember staying up to all hours, working, forgetting to eat for hours on end. I remember when finger sticks were something that happened at the doctor's office and not every day. I remember when giving myself a shot was not routine.
Sometimes it's difficult to think that I've only been doing this six years. It feels like it has to have been longer, that I've spent eternity obsessing over my blood sugar and my A1C. But every time I pass this milestone, I think about it again. I don't want to have diabetes. It's inconvenient and never ceasing. There's no story to it. There won't be an end. Even though the pump keeps me better stable, it's still difficult. It makes me so tired.
I was probably tired before dx, but I don't remember anymore.
The following section applies to this forum item as a whole,
not this individual post.
Any feedback sent through it will go to the forum's
owner, Rhyssa.
Printed from https://www.writing.com/main/forums/message_id/2710327
All Writing.Com images are copyrighted and may not be copied / modified in any way. All other brand names & trademarks are owned by their respective companies.
Generated in 0.19 seconds at 3:38am on May 04, 2024 via server web1.