Noticing Newbies

Hey Ahmed,
I lived and still living in a phase like yours. But it has become just a faint voice voice inside my head. It wasn't easy escaping from this. The , most important thing I realized is that you have to be engaged in something always. When you have nothing to do, it is hard to keep that discouraging voice away. Don't think about the results, just keep doing something until that voice go away. Once it does, you will know what to do.