Walking Wounded

Walking Wounded


I sit here alone within myself
And miss you so bad,
I think of your smile
And the amazing times..
It makes me unbearably sad.

I think too much now
About your memory,
And though I cry
So deep inside
I know you're hating me.

Why must I miss you?
You aren't here anymore,
Though I wait alone
Wishing Id have known
What you were looking for.

It hurts like a wound
That hasn’t healed yet,
And though Ive tried
To run and hide
I'm filled with such regret.

Did you ever really feel?
Or were you fooling me?
Were those thoughts
And joy you brought
A lie I couldn’t see?

On one hand I'm angry
That you pushed me away,
But on the other one
Now you are gone
I just can't feel okay.

You pulled me into this
And made me feel for you,
I feel such pain
And the anger again
That you couldn’t trust me too.

For once I felt complete
And felt I could trust a guy,
But you put up your walls
Stopped with the calls,
And made me question, why?

If you could have remained
As lovely as you were,
Id lose these fears,
Not cry my tears,
But then you fled to her.


Now I get these awful dreams
Of you pushing me away
You go to her arms
Leave me sad and alarmed,
And I'm lonely as hell today.

I made the same mistake
Of pushing you aside,
And I became afraid
Of the love you gave
Made me feel too much inside.

And yet I wait to see
If you happen to say hello,
I know its goodbye,
Its too late now to cry,
You and me are no-more..
I know.