wanting what you can't have

I'm a good person, I've a great heart, I don't deserve this.
Right here waiting for you, open your eyes, why don't you notice?
I know that you can see me for I watch you too,
Are you aware don't you even have a clue?


Why is it her? What is it that she's got?
She merely has you, and I have not.
What do I have, you may want to know.
There is so much about me that just doesn't show
Beauty is not simply skin deep, at least not with me,
Give me a moment, you will soon see.
I love to read books, and I am quite clever.
If you earn my love, you'll have it forever,
Do I have my demons? Sure, but who doesn't?

A day without sight of you pains me,
I often ask if this is how it will always be,
Why do I chase you, why does it matter?
Because I know I can make you happier.
I know you live a real life with her,
And I have no right to interfere.
I can't explain why I want you so much.
I want you with me to hold and to touch.
Can't help but want to have you all night long.
My desire for you is just so strong.
Perfection in my eyes is closest to you,
Sometimes I wish you just knew,
Instead, it remains my little secret.