Black Ribbons

You know with all your heart you would never want to her the ones you love. You care for them dearly and you always want to be with them...Even if it costs you. These emotions; love, hate, jelousy, depression, saddness, and guilt. They all have their purposes. To show great feeling, to show hate, to feel seethering pain, to cry your heart out...and to feel so horrible that you want nothing more then to throw yourself off a bridge...These feelings, emotions whatever they are...They are here to show you whats right...They guide us from our nightmares, or they even show us to our nightmares. Nothing in our lifes will ever be 'easy' there is NEVER an easy way out of any situation. We think in our minds that there is something we can do to avoid this. Theres not. Nothing on this earth or out of it can help us...Not god, not friends, not family. And on this I will say. All of those who can relate to me, all of those who have caused pain for those around you. For those you love with all of your emotions! I praise you have made it this far. I may not be so lucky, but I praise you. Live your lifes with pride knowing you made it and others did not. Never feel sorry for those who did not. They gave up, lost everything and did nothing....I was close to this point...and I still am... With my black ribbons I tie the ends of the lost, and find them salvation. I hope to god that all of you will never go through my pain, and never have to choose between others... I tie your soul with my Black Ribbons.