I'm in love

Lou walked to the dark alley at the corner of Vincent Street. It was cold and shabby but she didn't mind. She just wanted to escape from this world.
Only a few weeks ago, her boyfriend, the love of her life died in a car crash. She was next to him and remembered the last and final breath of her sweetheart.
Wiping a tear from her face, she thought, that she should have died. He deserved to live...he was humourous, lively, active, caring, honest and trustworthy whereas she was a liar and a