An Escape

This mistake is too big to erase
No matter how hard I try to misplace

The hurt, the anger that haunts me inside
I need an escape, a safe place to hide
There's not much more that I can take
Before my tears freeze and my heart breaks

I can't believe I fell for the same line again
And I'm back in a place I've already been

I'll trade my pain and put on my smile
To fool everyone into leaving me alone for a while

Maybe then I can learn what to do
To keep myself from loving you