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Adi  
It's hard enough to go through life disappointing your self...but disappointing others, it's a different story.
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That's why we keep trying and doing our best! *Smile*
Adi  
I don't know who else needs to hear this right now ,but I have to write this note to myself. I felt this way before long time ago,like when you put too much effort to forget someone by taking care of yourself but when you look at the mirror you see that person in your eyes.that effort itself becomes a memory of that pain and it kills you with kindness.the sad truth is you have to forget the forgetting process and that too is memorable.its like a never stopping cycle.
Yes I'm talking about falling for someone..as much as i didn't want to happen again it did ,and it's hurting me even more this time.i can't sleep, i can't eat,and i can't even smile.
I'm stuck in the middle and people can't help me. That taught me something worth noting:we are all in the same situation when it comes to love.we are all prisoners ,only we dont know it.
What if all relationships are like this behind closed doors?
There are different types of relationships. A lot depends on culture and family upbringing. Yes, I think my Thai friend cares about me; but, he has too! Culturally we have obligations to each other we wouldn't have in another country, especially in a place like the USA where
individualism reigns supreme.

There is much I can't forget. I'm an HSP (highly sensitive person) and easily traumatized. Travel and moving, leaving much of my emotional baggage behind, has helped. But I did pay a price by doing that.
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