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My Wandering Thoughts...


Another attempt to become a regular writer, after so many setbacks in the past, this time I need some hardcore encouragement to write like a free spirit. The past few days have been strange and insightful at the same time. I shifted to a new place again and the pain of shifting was more evident in me this time, I was dreading the very thought of packing my whole messed up, scattered belongings and then rearranging them again. Neatness is usually short lived unless you pour the tonic of persistent cleaning.

My health has been preventing me from doing many things, which has turned me into a irritated complainer. Every day I wake up to put my plans into actions and somehow fail to accomplish most of them. The journey to self discovery is quite rocky and bumpy, never been a fan rough roads yet always manage to end up on one.
Just when I'm about to break down I find something to be grateful for, yet the empty space inside me never seemed more empty. There are things to do, specs of my dreams still fluttering about. More then my body and health my thoughts seem to have become handicapped. The sense of belonging has somewhat taken a hit, being torn apart between what I must do and what I actually want to do.

Oh, my wandering thoughts, be still for a moment so I can make up my mind!

I wish and hope my efforts show some positive results, whether it is in writing or fulfilling my dreams/destiny. There's so much to do, I wish I get the energy and the motivation to go on and fight the obstacles ahead.

If you are reading this, do pray, wish or hope that I find my path soon.


The Wanderer
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