Fell

I wasn't suppose to yell
I wasn't suppose to lie
I wasn't suppose to swear
I wasn't suppose to cry
I wasn't suppose to smoke
I wasn't suppose to drink
I wasn't suppose to drive
I wasn't suppose to think


Male friends were just unheard of
was told they're much to old
you know what's always on their mind
at least that's how its told

I always brought the strays home
they'd leave me and I'd grieve
I'd comfort and love them
was very much naive

I was not suppose to love them
I was not suppose to fall
keep them at a distance
and see them through it all

Twisted around a finger
is where they held my heart
I tried so hard to keep them
from tearing me apart

I would pick myself back up
time and time again
brush my broken pride off
and jump back in the game

They always showed me pieces
of what they held inside
sincere with their emotions
my shoulder's where they cried

Could share my time with others
and keep it at just friends
the moment I was in your arms
I'd wished it'd never end

I know I wasn't suppose to
time and time again
I didn't want to listen
when you said just friends

Now I have myself to blame
you warned me from the start
I tried to keep you at arms length
you snuck into my heart

So yes i was mistaken
the kisses in my hair
didn't have some special meaning
you didn't really care

I still hold you close to me
and I hurt from it still
I wasn't suppose to love you
I fell against my will