My Love letter to Love

My love is true and stated before
It has been crumbling by despair upon impossibility
Monogamous despair since I stood alone
It showed me things divine
And so quickly I arrived and spread my wings
Extended my soul and tempted “Fate”
Fate with its jealous eyes did see two perfect lovers
And inflicted wounds
The Angels, they see me

Our union would be our ruin as
loves dynamic power slowly diminishes
The love that binds me to you fate has enviously tried to take
Would you escape me?
Would you forget me?

As long as this world contains us both
This love continues to grow
Can we let the friend and lover be handsomely mixed?
You whose kindness has me in a gentle grasp…

My words are true but stated before
By others who said they’d do more
My heart makes no unrelated statements
no unrealistic gestures
Still, there are two separate unions that conflict this shattered soul
Shall I continue to embrace each broken piece that I am given
and bear the pain?

Shall I escape it?
Shall I forget it?
The angels they hear me

The words of wisdom don’t lay loosely on my tongue
They are tangled causing me pain
These words cannot be put in to motion
They will stay inside of me

Shall I forsake all others
Or continue my search
This craving desire for everlasting unity

My ears, they deceive me for I hear no guarantees
My heart is mistaken for I feel no love exchanged
My soul is lost for it cannot find its mate

I am forgotten
You have escaped me
Reality has sunk its unbearable fangs in me and set me free
Did I want this freedom?
Did I really want to see?
These angels they see me and do nothing

I can try to seduce you with my words
Still, I can enrage you with my emotion
I’ll continue to inflict pain upon myself by the slightest effort
Indeed I can rely on myself to do so
Time has made me
Love has made me

Still, those words won’t loosen up
and it breaks my heart to have to let them go
But I am lost
If I am alone
I lay in the shadows
I lay in your darkest secrets

Please just lay me down in your heart and keep me there
For our bond is almost broken
We both knew this day would come
Still, I would give my last breath to tell you that I’m yours
But fate has me gagged
It has been torturing me,
Keeping me alive long enough so that I can taste my own tears,
see my own death
Offer me something I can use
Something that will revive me

Distance does not cause me to hate you
Or question our commitment
Just gives me strength to say out loud
What I’m afraid to say in your arms
You, whose laughter brightens up my darkness
You, whose smile awakens my heart

Ask me why I love you and I will go on forever and those angels they will cry
For all of this.. all the pain.. all the secrets that we keep
I do not find it strong enough for me to leave
I continue to find reasons in your eyes that make me trust in those angels,
The ones with their fingers crossed

Sometimes I feel my heart broke the silence too quickly and said I love you too soon
Sometimes I feel this will all end in tragedy
But then I see your smile and feel your emotion on my tongue
I see us lying side by side in a blanket of comfort and happiness
And I know that those angels,
They know what they are doing