Secretly You Want This

Secretly you want this
But you just can’t admit it
Something in you questions
Everything you’re doing
Secretly you enjoy it
But you’re afraid
Of the voice inside you
Of the voices around you
Telling you it’s wrong
Saying that you’re wrong for doing this
But the more you try to leave
The more you cannot go
The harder you try to fight it
The harder it is to forget.

Who are they to judge?
Who are they to judge?
How do they know what they think they know?
Everybody’s talking
Everybody’s talking
But nobody is saying anything
Why are they looking?
Why are they looking?
What do they see?

Secretly you need me
To hold and protect you
Keep the doubts out
Secretly you want this
Even though it makes you nervous,
Self-conscious and aware
Even though it makes you nervous,
Self-conscious and aware

Secretly you want this
But you just can’t admit it
Something in you questions
Everything you’re doing
Secretly you enjoy it
But you’re afraid
Of the voice inside you
Telling you it’s wrong
Secretly it's everything you dream of
And the more you try to leave
The more you cannot go
The harder you try to fight it
The harder it is to forget
You cannot admit it
But this is everything you want
Secretly.