IF I COULD

IF I COULD HAVE I WOULD LOVE YOU.
BUT I CAN NEVER HAVE YOU.
WE WENT OUR SEPERATE WAYS.
AND I REGRET THAT EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE.
IF I COULD HAVE YOU I WOULD KISS YOUR LIPS.
SOFT AS A CLOUD AND RED AS ROSES.
YOU LOVED ME AND I LOVED YOU.
BUT I GUESS YOU DIDN'T LOVE ME ENOUGH TO JUST PICK ONE.
WHEN YOU TOLD ME I WASN' T THE ONLY ONE MY HEART BROKE AND FELL INTO A DEEP DARK BOTTOMLESS PIT.
I GAVE YOU MY HEART,SOUL,SPIRT AND WOULD'VE GLADLY GIVEN MY LIFE FOR YOU.
I GUESS THAT WASN'T ENOUGH
YOU ASK WHY I'M WRITING YOU THIS LETTER?
IT'S BECAUSE I'M ABOUT TO KILL MYSELF.
WHEN YOU GET THIS LETTER I WILL BE DEAD.
YOU WERE AND ARE THE ONLY ONE.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU TODAY AND FOREVER.