Invade the darkness

My heart, my mind, my soul, so sick of all this,
sick of my spiritual sickness,
when did I become so blind, so deaf, desensitized,
my eyes caught sight of darkness & I was mezmorized,
sinking in my own sea of sin,
falling into the traps of wicked men,
God, please invade the darkness,
let your light replace this ugly mess,
I wish I hadn't left, I wish I hadn't fallen,
please tell me that you love me, no matter where I've been,
even if it's happened time and time again,
I'm the queen of broken promises, when it comes to you,
but please wash over me like you used to do.