There's no end

It's easy to fall in love, but why can't we fly back out.
Or at least, when you are around me, you're my wings.
Can you take me for just one more ride out of this addiction?
It's been a few days since I've heard from you, I expected to see you again tonight.
But as the hours become dry, the hopes within my heart become light.
It's been a few weeks, and I hear of a reason for you to stay away.
I am not as perfect as you lead me to believe.
With your knew 'girlfriend', even though you hated the grave you dug,
You still refused to put my mind at ease.
It's been quite a few months, and I awake to see a picture of someone.
On the fridge is a picture of your new son. So small, and precious.
I wish I would have been the mother instead.
After a year, you think I would have moved on.
But that's just it, you would think that.
But in my dreams as you stand in my driveway next to your car.
I run up to you and embrace you saying 'I'm sorry! I miss you and I love you. Goodbye.'
You stare at me blankly with bluer eyes than normal and slowly lean in.
I wake up to my alarm clock and feel my heart race for it was another encounter with you, only a lie.

I can't wear my favorite perfume anymore.
Because it takes me back to being in your arms, with my ear to your chest.
I can't listen to my favorite radio station anymore.
Because it plays the songs that remind me of you the best.
I can't go in your old house in which I am forcefullly brought upon.
The images of where we were flood my mind.
It's feels like just yesterday you were here,
Man, the hardest feeling to depict is time.
When you were around, it was like the world revolved in a different direction.
Now that you're gone, it's seems like a lifetime ago, but I know, it wasn't.

You said you would wait for me. I don't plan on waiting for you.
I just want you to know that the promise you wrapped my heart in started to choke me. I can't wait for you.

But in the end, even though I miss you ever so much.
I think that I just miss the feelings of you being around.
The feelings that no one else could create.
I guess that those feelings are what I miss and want.
You just delivered them.