I'm sorry

I'm sorry,
I made a mistake,
I'm sorry,
It wasn't fake.

You had everything I liked,
You had everything I disliked,
You had intelligence,
You had arrogance,
You had me,
You hated me.

I'm sorry,
really I am,
You hated me,
I loved you,
I made the mistake,
My love wasn't fake.

We were the same,
yet opposites,
you were happy,
I was sad,
You didn't see your bad,
and I didn't see my good.

I loved you,
I really did,
Your beautiful long hair,
Your beautiful stare,
I still notice that stare,
when you stare at me.

I'm sorry,
I'm a freak,
I'm sorry,
I wrote you this poem,
But I'm afraid you were the closest thing,
The closest thing to my perfect women,
The women that will never exist...

By
Christopher Ash (The giantess lover)