Everything...Everyday ***

Everything, Everyday.....
I think of every little thing you like, love, hate, want, and miss everyday.
I can't help it.
And part of me wants it to stay.
Someone once told me the greatest memories are the ones we lost, and at a point in time in life, we remember.
ME & YOU..
Thats one i don't want to forget.
Everyday i want to be reminded..
OF not only what we had but what we could of had.
I miss and don't regret a day that we spent togther.
I torture myself everyday, thinking of you...
You where my first kiss...
My first love...
Why does your mind and heart, wait till its over to let you realize you do love him???
I realize i don't want him now...
I want him in the future..
When he realizes, he wants a love not just a girlfriend or best friend. BUT A LOVE !!!
I want to be his love, his wifey, the sparkle in his EYE !
Although i know he is back to his old lieing and cheating ways, i am willing..NO..MORE THEN WILLING 2 WAIT 4 HIM!
I am reminded everyday of every little thing....and 4 everyday my love grows 4 him more.. Everyday a tear drops
1..1 single tear =*(
Thats all i allow myself
Cuz i'm reminded of every little thing, everyday!!!