As I Sit and Wait

As I sit and wait..
to see if this one mistake will affect my whole life..
I sit with idea's running through my head..
waiting to see one line or two..
my stomach turns..
I start to sweat..
as i see the lines appear..
I get crazy scared..
as I realize there's only one I start to cry..
For reason's I don't know..
I think it would've kept him here..
but soon to realize it wouldn't..
as I sit and cry..
I realize..
He wasn't worth my time anyway..