My life without you...

So sad, it's wrong to be without the one that I cared for, stood by,
how can you be gone?
It's a terrible fate, to be in this place-mourning the loss of you in my life,
needing to hold you one last time. I had wanted to be your wife!

But now I see, that it was not you that I had wanted to be with,
but rather the thought of us together,
never did I think I would be alone again, here without you,
it can't be true!