Fooling Myself

Waiting for so long...
Wishing.. Hoping...
All I want, all I need
Is to know that you are mine.
The words that you said
Were they unconiously spoken?
Or just a fabricated lie?
Your voice...Your touch...
Fades in and out of my memory...
So calming and assuring
Taking away the scared thoughts
Trying to overwhelm me...
In this state of mind
I want to tell you everything...
How my heart skips a beat
When you say my name.
How my brain goes blank
When you stare into my eyes.
How my whole body stirs with excitment
When you are near me.
But...
The words don't form
I've missed my chance...
Do you feel the same?
Or..
Have i fooled myself into
thinking that I saw something
in your eyes last night?