Confessions From a Once Broken Heart

Sometimes I look back with anger
And I wish I could hate you
Sometimes I look back and smile
And see us as a worthwhile experience
Sometimes I look back with disbelief
And wonder how I could be so stupid
Sometimes I look back with confusion
And wonder what the hell went wrong
Sometimes I look back with indifference
And I don't care at all
And sometimes I don't look back at all

As I lie here tonight
At the would of been could of been
Two years together
These are my confessions from a once broken heart

Sometimes I blame my self
For what happened
And I think to myself this is what I get
For breaking my own rules
If only I walked away
Long before I actually did
I would of saved myself
From all that pain

As I lie here tonight
At the would of been could of been
Two years together
These are my confessions
From a once broken heart

So many things didn't make sense
The complete mystery you were
Even though I knew you so well
I wish I really knew why
You hurt me so
Was it because you never really cared
Or was it because you got scared and did it for protection
If I look deep inside me
I know which one it is

As I lie here tonight
At the would of been could of been
Two years together
These are my confessions
From a once broken heart

I may no longer break down
And cry over you
I may no longer love you
I may no longer want or need you in my life
But that doesn't mean I want to forget
I guess all that talk about
Never forgetting your first
Is true after all
You took me on a emotional roller coaster ride
But it was one hell of a ride
And I thank you for that

As I lie here tonight
At the would of been could of been
Two years together
These are my confessions
From a once broken heart