Why?

As I lay here with my face buried beneath the folds of my pillow
with the radio turned up so loud, that no one can hear my screams
or the tears I cry; all I can seem to do is call out to God and ask "Why"

Why...You packed your bags and walked out the door.
Why...You took everything with you and left me nothing.
Not a kiss good-bye or a fond farewell...you just left.

My mind begins to wonder and my heart begans to race.
The questions begin to surface as you knew they would,
but you left me with no answers.

Where did I go wrong?
What mistake did I make too many?

I was once your hearts desire!
Why did your heart change?
I use to be all you ever wanted!

I can't figure out why "Forever" wasn't as long as I thought it would be.

please I ask of you...tell me "Why"