Meghan

Tears well up in my eyes,
And I realise I will never be able to let go,
So many memories are remembered,
With pain and sadness I wish I could show,
You that I still love you and need you,
But you will never take me back,
You have made that crystal clear,
No matter what I do I will always lack,
What I need to be good enough for you,
Maybe you life is better of without me,
I just seem to stuff everything up,
But I wish just to be free,
Of what makes me hold onto you,
And makes me want to die,
Without you my body crumbles,
Without you I can’t seem to fly,
I wish everything,
Was how it used to be,
But time only goes forward,
No other way, not even for me.
I want us to be friends again,
I wish for all my mistakes to be undone,
This pain is never ending,
But what has been done,
That I can not change,
No matter how much I want to,
Nothing will ever be the same,
I have no idea what to do.
I just have on thing left to say,
I am sorry that I have hurt you,
Please believe me; I did not try to,
And if I could everything would undo,
Just for you.