hardships

Does anyone really know how to react?
When she leaves this time,
I won't get her back,
Get over this chick,
and pick up the slack,
While I was home alone, I realized this:
Unfaithfulness is caused by ignorance,
Be careful, this girl is venomous,
And the drugs I've used lately,
Have had an effect on us,
I'm come from the Midwest,
Therefore, I'm always stressed,
Because I have a problem with crystal meth,
In my heart of hearts I know it'll be my death,
My canvas was blank,
So I bought a bag of crank,
Now it's gone and so is my bank.