a heartbroken request for love

i lie here thinking of you,
wondering what you will do,
will we ever be together,
will it be worth enough to last forever,
im tired of asking the same old question,
are you good enough to provide me with your protection,
i wish you could see,
the better side to me,
all the other realationships i've had in the past,
weren't good enough to last,
now everynight i cry myslef to sleep,
the pain, in my broken heart, i keep,
their are so many things in life i want to do,
im wondering now, if i will do these things with you,
if you don't want me, just tell me so,
so i can give my broken heart, time to let you go,
their is no point in trying so hard to be with you,
if you don't notice how much i want you, because i do,
is this what love is,
or will i forever be a MS.
i was just trying to show you how great love can be,
but apparently you were to blind to see,
through my eyes and to my heart,
i wish i could of seen the outcome from the start,
the prevention of heartbreak
isn't " a piece of cake"