I miss you.

I did it to remember you
I did it to never forget you
I’d always thought you’d live forever
Die so soon, I thought never
Time I’d taken for granted
Something that cannot be returned
I’d do anything to turn back the time
Before I heard the words “you’ve died”

I’m never going to know you in that special way
What could have been, is all I’m allowed to say
Never knew pain could be like this
In every moment I remember our first kiss
Trying not to regret the decisions I’ve made
But would it have made the pain more ache

I envy the people who know you best
Their memories of you will never rest
So many times I ask the question, Why?
I always thought there was more time
I know you’re looking out for all of us
You are one angel I know I can trust

Each day you’d always ask me this
If I missed  you today?…just a bit
From now on the answer wont be the same
Its even more than Heavens to plain.
Permanently engraved in me RIP OJLeslie