Self- Destruction

Can't you see, what you've done?
Can't you see, that you're no fun?

You've pushed and pulled.
You've taunted and teased.

I'm begging for mercy.
I'm begging for love.

Can't you see, that I'm a wreck?
Can't you see, this rope around my neck?

Or the gun to my head?
If I pull the trigger, BAM! I'm dead.

Do you enjoy the pain you put me through?
Do you enjoy the stupid things I do?

Why do I bother?
Why do I care?

What have I done, to deserve all of this?
Hmm? Was it that one kiss?

I'm losing my mind.
I'm losing control.

You put me through hell.
Can you not tell?

I guess this means goodbye.
I guess this means goodnight.

An apology would do nothing.
An apology would do shit.

Unless you say sorry, by killing me now...
The only way we're even, is if you die slow.

I'll put you through put misery.
And what you deserve.



But I can't...
I'm not like you.

Revenge can wait...
You'll self- destruct...
Soon enough.