THE ONE YOU LOVE , YOUR HEARTS DESIRE

THE ONE YOU LOVE , YOUR HEARTS DESIRE
what do you do when youre looking into each others eyes
what do you do when you see in their eyes the loss of desire, the loss of lust , nothing
you think if you can see this depth in them
why cant they see the pain in yours
oh how it feels to know the one you truley love has lost that spark
it sometimes feels as if your world is shattering ,
it sometimes feels as if your frozen ,
powerless to do anything to stop these emotions
you slowly begin to hate yourself,
you begin searching for ways through this maze
and no matter how many times you fail you keeping try to bring their desire back
everyone needs to feel desired
everyone needs to feel needed
and somewhere along the way you forgot what these feelings felt like
now everytime you look into their eyes
you die a little more, get lost a little more ,
lose yourself a little more and soon there shall be nothing left
the pain is there , you feel it but must keep it in ,
you must show noone for then everyone would see that you are truly human
then everyone would judge and pity you and those are things you do not need
there is noone to pour your feelings upon
so you stand alone now hiding behind this facade
the eyes truley show the depths of ones soul
and to my bad fortune i had to look into his eyes and truley see and think to myself Oh Lord why me.