Pain

You down me, you hate me,
Yet I stay with you,You treat me
liek i'm dumb, you stepped on my heart
You crushed my soul,
I hate who I am, It's all because of you
I try to walk away, I tried to run,
As I get my strength, and begin
That's when you stop me,
You swear you'll change
You grab me, you kiss me,
You take my hand, look me in the eyes,
Tell me how much you love me,
There goes my heart agian,
Everything's great, Everything's fine
Atleast for a little while,
Then there's the change,
My life full of pain,
For this I can not take
Once agian as i head for the door,
Just like all the other times
You steal my heart back with,
all the lies you proclaim
There's only one way out
I'm covered in bruise's,
can't you feel my pain?
My eyes hurt,
From crying
My lung's are sore,
From screaming, for help
My heart is shattered,
My soul is lost
No one ever came,
To help me,to save me
From all this pain,
You see i had no choice,
I did not stand a chance
I cried for help, everyone just turned there head,
You watched me, in pain,
Well I will be in pain no more,
I wanted you to love me
The same, as I did you instead,
You just filled me with pain,
The pain will ease, The bruises,
will stop, The shattered heart,
Will stop.
As I lay here I'll close my eyes,
I'll Slcie the blade down my wrist,
I'll open my eyes to see,
THe blood will begin to drip,
as my breath gets lighter,
My heart will beat slower
The pain is numb, The pain,
Almost gone,
I close my eyes,
For now i'll sleep,
I may not be in heaven,
Where I longed to be,
But i'll be pain free,
And in hell waiting on thee