I felt

Red blend of that wine on a dying day.
I was standing across the path in you thoughts
Those empty bags blue watch’ & deep eyes
You did not see, my emotional ruin
You’ll never understand.

I am drunk away still looking for a trial,
Did everything , still inside a query where i lack
Inside a pain trying to forget all those nights
Fear to lose is no more , no more tears,i am sinking:
WOOOOW I FELL AGAIN .with the reason of being true.

Now when i try to sleep into the night my dreams are empty
Its all black across the eyes and there is no surprise!
Eternal fumes of pain takes me in lightly play.

I dont wanna pray,

All i had i dont even say
My soul is roaming in a empty bay
Tears are no more eyelashes like a wet clay
I still wanna see a blue eye of hope , a new ray.

A life of those unforgettable bliss
Cause i dont wanna die like a caught fish

Grief of being true is never ending.
No more the empty darkness;
No more your remembering.

I just cant handleeeeeeeee..........