To Go Or To Stay

Taking the chance.
Figuring things out.
Trying to stay calm.
But wanting to shout.

Not wanting to hurt
Either me nor you.
But constantly wonder
If these feelings could be true.

To stay or go:
I don't know what to do.
Many things are said
I don't know what is true.

My heart is pounding.
My head is spinning.
The ropes between us
Are slowly thinning.

Please give me a chance,
Because I don't know what to do.
Just give me some time
For me to pull through.

I don't want to wait.
I don't want to regret.
I don't want to let go.
Or even forget.

I need a lot of time
To make up my mind.
To make sense of all this
The answer I need to find.

I am sorry,
For feeling this way.
I just don't know,
To go or to stay.