Stumbling in cirlcles

I feel like I could be so much more
I know I have to do something
I am afraid
not lazy
Afraid of getting bored
or being stuck
or becoming a salary whore
or a slave to some cooperate fuck
I want to be excited
I want to have fun
I want to be happy
and shake this feeling
to just stop being crappy
I have so much to live up
too many expectations
No man should feel this pressure
and I am just a boy
Afraid to let you all down
I guess doing nothing is worse than failing
Potential will only get me so far