And it continues...

World is crumbling, it's just falling apart
This is how I feel when my days start

Nothing but bullshit from those that "care"
Can't do anything but sit and let them tell
I ignore them, maybe confront them if I dare
But no matter what I do I'm just living in hell

It's not as bad as what others may deal with
But more times than not I just want to drink a fifth

Alcohol is an escape, always has and always will
A world where words are pointless and emotions die
Nothing to worry about, just looking for the next refill
I just want to stay there, but can't. I want to know why

The day continues with all the same shit
Can't wait until the day I can finally split

Plans got cancelled, I'm still stuck in this place
Just wishing for once things would look up for me
I don't need much, just a home for me, my own space
Away from people, a spot where I can be free

Night is coming, my favorite time of the day
It is the only time that I can just get away

Freedom is a blessing that comes with the moon
The blackness of night seems to sooth it all
Waiting until it lasts forever, which is hopefully soon
But when it seems close, there is always a wall

This is my story, and it's still going strong
It just makes me wonder, what did I do wrong?