Sweet goodbyes and handwritten lies

Sweet goodbyes and hand written lies
I write to you and you alone
If the message gets lost through the absence of tone
Then know that I meant it as a sweet goodbye.

A goodbye to you and your world of colour
I retire now to the black and white reality
This couldn’t last. Giddiness.
It’s not how things are supposed to be
If lies are handwritten then are they still lies?
If what you write is true then is this not also
If I gave to you a handwritten lie
Would you still believe my sweet goodbye?