i is what i will always be

                          Trust me, I know how it feels. I know how it hurts. I know you cry in the shower so no one will hear your screams.
                                                        I know you wait until everyone goes to sleep to fall apart.
                          Its not always easy but I know exactly what that feels like she says shes fine but shes going insane.
      She says she feels good but shes in a lot of pain. She says its nothing but its really a lot. She says shes okay but really shes not.
                      Ive changed so much lately. Every single day I wake up different. I feel like Im fading with each step
.                                                                All everyone else sees are smiles.
                                            They say Im doing much better. I know Im doing much worse.
          Shes got eyes of innocence, the face of an angel, a personality of a dreamer, and a smile that hides more pain than you can imagine..
          and even makeup couldnt make her beautiful because real beauty comes from loving yourself and thats something she could never do
                                                                              Here she goes again.
                                                                            She swallows her tears,
                                                                        puts a heart on her sleeve,
                                                        and acts like the girl everyone else wants her to be.