the waking moment

live for a moment or die for a life time,
you wake up from the sleep
of fear,insecurity,self obsession...
all that absorbs you,
and realize it's all but a deep sleep,
as if dead yet living.


you would wake up ,
for a moment enjoy the smilling, laughing...
feel the the pain of the hurtfull moments,
then right back to the sleep..
work,srategise ,analyse ,
the best job,best look ,
best place to be seen
and the best way to be seen.

Again,
the waking moment comes,
when all leaves the mind,
and all that absorbed you..
is no longer the neccesity for existance
once thought to be,
to some it comes sooner,
to some too late,
some only for a moment
and poof lost again.

Glad for he who finds it
sooner sad for the one to find it
too late,
but i must say envy
one who finds it once
then looses it,
yet blessed..
to find it again,
for the moment is beatifull,
and he gets the gift to have it again
in its fullness,
before loosing it again.