Tears Never End

In tears I write this

The memories of you give bliss

These tears of mine

They say different things

At different times

When your face comes up in my mind

Which is like only every other time

I have tears of regret

I cannot tell you all the things I planned to tell you the next time we planned to meet

“So much gist I have for you” I told myself. Wait till I see him

There are tears of frustration

Why can’t I turn back the hands of time?

Why can’t I reverse the clock and change everything and make it alright

Just the way it was before 3pm on Sunday June 3.

I rage with tears of anger

My country! We have lost so much…

Simply because we don’t care!

Poor plane, late rescuers, Oh my nation!

I weep with tears of sorrow

I’ll never see you again

I’ll never see you smile

I’ll never hear you laugh

I’ll never hold your hand again

I’ll take harsh words of criticism from you…just to hear your voice

Amidst all I hear my tears should be of hope

What hope?

Today I am hopeless

No promise of a future –I am despondent

What is the future without you?

A bleak promise of more despair and loneliness

I’d rather live in the past

In the future – you won’t be there

This present took you away from me

The past I’ll always love because you were in it

Somehow I manage tears of joy

As I think happily

You left this cold cruel world

You are free

You are safe

You are with HIM

He knows

He sees

So when I cry and my tears flow

I am sitting in my moments.. .any of them

Your memory will never fade

My tears will never end.