A Call Out of Sorts

Is there anybody out there?

This is a call out.

of sorts.

A cry out to anyone that will listen.

So i’ll get started then.

Let’s begin.

Now I don’t want to ramble,

again.

But.

Here’s the thing.

I haven’t really found my rhythm.

I haven’t hit my stride.

And since this blank page is where I confide

my thoughts and all that nonsense.

I figured, what the hell. just say it here.

I am alive.

You hear that?

I’m right here.

Breathing.

Needing.

Looking up towards the ceiling.

Why?

Because I’m searching.

For, something.

Fuck.

I have no idea.

I guess you can say I’m in transit.

I feel as though I’m still in development.

A work in progress.

The progress bar is still loading.

or whatever.

Anyways the point is, if there is one:

I have only just begun.

And I already feel like I failed.

The boat has just set sail.

And I’m sinking.

I don’t know.

I don’t want to say that this is a S.O.S.

But I could use some help.

I’m not even sure about what’s wrong.

I’ve just felt this way too long.

Like I’m figuring out stuff too late.

Like I made a mistake.

But what?

What the hell did I even do?

Sigh.

So this is a call out.

You can help or not.

All i’m asking is, what do you got?