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A TALE OF LIFE
10-10-2010 7AM ORIGINALLY REMIXED 12-25-10 7AM
TO MAKE THRU THE YEARS I SHED SO MANY TEARS(IF I COULD START MY LIFE FROM SCRATCH)
SO MANY YEARS SO MANY TEARS MY GOD

(SO MANY TEARS)




TWO PEOPLE STATED IT BEST
JANET JACKSON
IF I WAS YOUR GIRL ALL THE THINGS I'D DO TO YOU
I'D MAKE YOU CALL OUT MY NAME I'D ASK WHO IT BELONGS TOO
BUT I'M NOT
SO I CAN'T
AND I WON'T
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM BUT IF I WAS YOUR GIRL
AND FLOETRY
MY MEMORIES CHOKE ME AND STAIN MY PILLOWS
ACT 1:
I HAD AN ACADEMIC/ATHLETIC SCHOLARSHIP TO PLAY FOOTBALL AT GRAMBLING(1985)
I SCORED A 19 ON MY ACT
WAS ON SOCIAL SECURITY VIA ONE OF MY FATHERS(IT'S COMPLICATED PLEASE BELIEVE ME)
THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE COACHED BY THE GREAT EDDIE ROBINSON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PRICELESS
MY QUARTERBACK WOULD HAVE BEEN SUPERBOWL CHAMPION AND MVP DOUG WILLIAMS
THE HBCU EXPERIENCE (PRICELESS)
MY MOTHER TALKED ME OUT OF GOING AND INTO THE AIRFORCE
LORD FORBID IF SHE HAD TO PAY OUT ANY MONEY FOR MY EDUCATION
SHE PAID FOR MY OTHER SISTER WHO DROPPED OUT OOPS WAS KICKED OUT FOR SELLING DRUGS
I WAS ON SOCIAL SECURITY AND SCHOLARSHIP
SHE WOULDN'T HAVE HAD TO PAY A DIME
PUNCHLINE
THE JOKES ON ME
IN RETROSPECT I REALIZE DECISIONS ARE BASED ON
JUDGEMENT
EDUCATION SHE ONLY MADE IT TO THE 6TH GRADE
RAN AWAY AT 14
ONLY 1 THING DRIVES A GIRL AWAY AT THAT AGE
IT WASN'T THE MONEY
BUT THE LOVE OF
SHE PUNCHED HER OWN TICKET INSURING SHE WOULD NEVER HAVE MUCH
I WILL HAVE NO OTHER GOD'S BEFORE ME FOR I AM A JEALOUS GOD
DEAR MOTHER I FORGIVE YOU YOU DID'NT KNOW
THIS EVENT CREATED AN ELECTRIC FENCE EFFECT AROUND MY SPIRIT
HEART
ANYONE IS GRANTED ONLY LIMITED ENTRY
THE COMMITMENT THING A SIDE EFFECT
MY MEMORIES CHOKE ME AND STAIN MY PILLOWS
ACT 2:
THE RELATIONSHIPS
A DOMINO EFFECT
THE INABILITY TO RETURN THAT WHICH WAS SO FREELY GIVEN
TO THE
JEROLYN'S
DOMINIQUE'S
LAKISHA'S
CHANTRA'S
SHAUNA'S
VICTORIA'S
LISA'S
SOPHIA'S
ALICE'S
ORA'S
CONNIE'S
CAROLYN'S
NICOLE'S
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
I DIDN'T KNOW
LAKISHA MY PAYBACK THE PRODUCT OF MY UNREQUITED LOVES
I LOVED THAT GIRL
SHE DIDN'T RECIPROCATE TO MY LEVEL
WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND
THE LAW OF RECIPROCITY
MY SPIRIT CHOKES ME AND STAINS MY PILLOWS
THE COLLATERAL DAMAGE
KNOWINGLY
UNKNOWINGLY
INFLICTED
MY MEMORIES CHOKE ME AND STAIN MY PILLOWS
ACT 3:
THE AIRFORCE
CHICAGO ISN'T THE CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LAND IN LAS VEGAS AT A TIME BEFORE THE ONSLAUGHT OF COMMERCIALIZATION DESTROYED IT
I'M FLYING IN TONITE
DON'T CALL ME UNTIL YOU LAND BOO
FROM ANYWHERE IN THE CITY I COULD MAKE BAGGAGE CLAIM BEFORE HER BAGS ARRIVED
LUCK NO SO THING
THE COLLISION OF TWO IMMOVABLE FORCES
PREPARTION
OPPORTUNITY (FEEL ME)
THE CLUBS
THE WOMEN
THE FOOD
THE CLOTHES
TELL I'M ABOUT THE BENJAMINS BABY AHA YEAH
DEAR FATHER PLEASE FORGIVE ME
I DID'NT KNOW
ACT 4:
NATIONAL RADIOLOGY TRAVELER
THE CARS
APARTMENTS
MONEY
WOMEN
PEOPLE
PLACES
DID I MENTION THE WOMEN
AS LITTLE KIM STATED:
TELL THEM ABOUT THE BENJAMINS BABY
OH
AH HAH
YEAH
13 WEEK ASSIGMENTS
A ROCKSTAR
WORLDWIDE FRIENDS
MY MAIN MAN HAMP FROM THE ATL WE HOOKED UP IN ALASKA
MY MAN MATTY IN JACKSONHOLE WORLD CLASS SKI INSTRUCTOR
MY MAN WALT INTERNATIONAL PILOT
THE PLACES
THE ALASKA EXPERIENCE
MOOSE
NORTHERN LITES
UNSURPASSED NATURAL BEAUTY
MOUNTAINS
SKIING
MY BOY HAMP
A WISE MAN STATED:A YOUNG MAN SHOULD NEVER SEE ALASKA BECAUSE NO OTHER PLACE WILL EVER MEASURE UP
SO TRUE
LIKE COMPARING SANAA LATHAN TO WHOOPI GOLDBERG,PLEASE BELIEVE ME
WYOMING
THE TETONS10-10-2010 7AM ORIGINALLY REMIXED 12-25-10 7AM
TO MAKE THRU THE YEARS I SHED SO MANY TEARS(IF I COULD START MY LIFE FROM SCRATCH)
SO MANY YEARS SO MANY TEARS MY GOD

(SO MANY TEARS)




TWO PEOPLE STATED IT BEST
JANET JACKSON
IF I WAS YOUR GIRL ALL THE THINGS I'D DO TO YOU
I'D MAKE YOU CALL OUT MY NAME I'D ASK WHO IT BELONGS TOO
BUT I'M NOT
SO I CAN'T
AND I WON'T
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM BUT IF I WAS YOUR GIRL
AND FLOETRY
MY MEMORIES CHOKE ME AND STAIN MY PILLOWS
ACT 1:
I HAD AN ACADEMIC/ATHLETIC SCHOLARSHIP TO PLAY FOOTBALL AT GRAMBLING(1985)
I SCORED A 19 ON MY ACT
WAS ON SOCIAL SECURITY VIA ONE OF MY FATHERS(IT'S COMPLICATED PLEASE BELIEVE ME)
THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE COACHED BY THE GREAT EDDIE ROBINSON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PRICELESS
MY QUARTERBACK WOULD HAVE BEEN SUPERBOWL CHAMPION AND MVP DOUG WILLIAMS
THE HBCU EXPERIENCE (PRICELESS)
MY MOTHER TALKED ME OUT OF GOING AND INTO THE AIRFORCE
LORD FORBID IF SHE HAD TO PAY OUT ANY MONEY FOR MY EDUCATION
SHE PAID FOR MY OTHER SISTER WHO DROPPED OUT OOPS WAS KICKED OUT FOR SELLING DRUGS
I WAS ON SOCIAL SECURITY AND SCHOLARSHIP
SHE WOULDN'T HAVE HAD TO PAY A DIME
PUNCHLINE
THE JOKES ON ME
IN RETROSPECT I REALIZE DECISIONS ARE BASED ON
JUDGEMENT
EDUCATION SHE ONLY MADE IT TO THE 6TH GRADE
RAN AWAY AT 14
ONLY 1 THING DRIVES A GIRL AWAY AT THAT AGE
IT WASN'T THE MONEY
BUT THE LOVE OF
SHE PUNCHED HER OWN TICKET INSURING SHE WOULD NEVER HAVE MUCH
I WILL HAVE NO OTHER GOD'S BEFORE ME FOR I AM A JEALOUS GOD
DEAR MOTHER I FORGIVE YOU YOU DID'NT KNOW
THIS EVENT CREATED AN ELECTRIC FENCE EFFECT AROUND MY SPIRIT
HEART
ANYONE IS GRANTED ONLY LIMITED ENTRY
THE COMMITMENT THING A SIDE EFFECT
MY MEMORIES CHOKE ME AND STAIN MY PILLOWS
ACT 2:
THE RELATIONSHIPS
A DOMINO EFFECT
THE INABILITY TO RETURN THAT WHICH WAS SO FREELY GIVEN
TO THE
JEROLYN'S
DOMINIQUE'S
LAKISHA'S
CHANTRA'S
SHAUNA'S
VICTORIA'S
LISA'S
SOPHIA'S
ALICE'S
ORA'S
CONNIE'S
CAROLYN'S
NICOLE'S
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
I DIDN'T KNOW
LAKISHA MY PAYBACK THE PRODUCT OF MY UNREQUITED LOVES
I LOVED THAT GIRL
SHE DIDN'T RECIPROCATE TO MY LEVEL
WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND
THE LAW OF RECIPROCITY
MY SPIRIT CHOKES ME AND STAINS MY PILLOWS
THE COLLATERAL DAMAGE
KNOWINGLY
UNKNOWINGLY
INFLICTED
MY MEMORIES CHOKE ME AND STAIN MY PILLOWS
ACT 3:
THE AIRFORCE
CHICAGO ISN'T THE CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LAND IN LAS VEGAS AT A TIME BEFORE THE ONSLAUGHT OF COMMERCIALIZATION DESTROYED IT
I'M FLYING IN TONITE
DON'T CALL ME UNTIL YOU LAND BOO
FROM ANYWHERE IN THE CITY I COULD MAKE BAGGAGE CLAIM BEFORE HER BAGS ARRIVED
LUCK NO SO THING10-10-2010 7AM ORIGINALLY REMIXED 12-25-10 7AM
TO MAKE THRU THE YEARS I SHED SO MANY TEARS(IF I COULD START MY LIFE FROM SCRATCH)
SO MANY YEARS SO MANY TEARS MY GOD

(SO MANY TEARS)




TWO PEOPLE STATED IT BEST
JANET JACKSON
IF I WAS YOUR GIRL ALL THE THINGS I'D DO TO YOU
I'D MAKE YOU CALL OUT MY NAME I'D ASK WHO IT BELONGS TOO
BUT I'M NOT
SO I CAN'T
AND I WON'T
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM BUT IF I WAS YOUR GIRL
AND FLOETRY
MY MEMORIES CHOKE ME AND STAIN MY PILLOWS
ACT 1:
I HAD AN ACADEMIC/ATHLETIC SCHOLARSHIP TO PLAY FOOTBALL AT GRAMBLING(1985)
I SCORED A 19 ON MY ACT
WAS ON SOCIAL SECURITY VIA ONE OF MY FATHERS(IT'S COMPLICATED PLEASE BELIEVE ME)
THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE COACHED BY THE GREAT EDDIE ROBINSON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PRICELESS
MY QUARTERBACK WOULD HAVE BEEN SUPERBOWL CHAMPION AND MVP DOUG WILLIAMS
THE HBCU EXPERIENCE (PRICELESS)
MY MOTHER TALKED ME OUT OF GOING AND INTO THE AIRFORCE
LORD FORBID IF SHE HAD TO PAY OUT ANY MONEY FOR MY EDUCATION
SHE PAID FOR MY OTHER SISTER WHO DROPPED OUT OOPS WAS KICKED OUT FOR SELLING DRUGS
I WAS ON SOCIAL SECURITY AND SCHOLARSHIP
SHE WOULDN'T HAVE HAD TO PAY A DIME
PUNCHLINE
THE JOKES ON ME
IN RETROSPECT I REALIZE DECISIONS ARE BASED ON
JUDGEMENT
EDUCATION SHE ONLY MADE IT TO THE 6TH GRADE
RAN AWAY AT 14
ONLY 1 THING DRIVES A GIRL AWAY AT THAT AGE
IT WASN'T THE MONEY
BUT THE LOVE OF
SHE PUNCHED HER OWN TICKET INSURING SHE WOULD NEVER HAVE MUCH
I WILL HAVE NO OTHER GOD'S BEFORE ME FOR I AM A JEALOUS GOD
DEAR MOTHER I FORGIVE YOU YOU DID'NT KNOW
THIS EVENT CREATED AN ELECTRIC FENCE EFFECT AROUND MY SPIRIT
HEART
ANYONE IS GRANTED ONLY LIMITED ENTRY
THE COMMITMENT THING A SIDE EFFECT
MY MEMORIES CHOKE ME AND STAIN MY PILLOWS
ACT 2:
THE RELATIONSHIPS
A DOMINO EFFECT
THE INABILITY TO RETURN THAT WHICH WAS SO FREELY GIVEN
TO THE
JEROLYN'S
DOMINIQUE'S
LAKISHA'S
CHANTRA'S
SHAUNA'S
VICTORIA'S
LISA'S
SOPHIA'S
ALICE'S
ORA'S
CONNIE'S
CAROLYN'S
NICOLE'S
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
I DIDN'T KNOW
LAKISHA MY PAYBACK THE PRODUCT OF MY UNREQUITED LOVES
I LOVED THAT GIRL
SHE DIDN'T RECIPROCATE TO MY LEVEL
WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND
THE LAW OF RECIPROCITY
MY SPIRIT CHOKES ME AND STAINS MY PILLOWS
THE COLLATERAL DAMAGE
KNOWINGLY
UNKNOWINGLY
INFLICTED
MY MEMORIES CHOKE ME AND STAIN MY PILLOWS
ACT 3:
THE AIRFORCE
CHICAGO ISN'T THE CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LAND IN LAS VEGAS AT A TIME BEFORE THE ONSLAUGHT OF COMMERCIALIZATION DESTROYED IT
I'M FLYING IN TONITE
DON'T CALL ME UNTIL YOU LAND BOO
FROM ANYWHERE IN THE CITY I COULD MAKE BAGGAGE CLAIM BEFORE HER BAGS ARRIVED
LUCK NO SO THING
THE COLLISION OF TWO IMMOVABLE FORCES
PREPARTION
OPPORTUNITY (FEEL ME)
THE CLUBS
THE WOMEN
THE FOOD
THE CLOTHES
TELL I'M ABOUT THE BENJAMINS BABY AHA YEAH
DEAR FATHER PLEASE FORGIVE ME
I DID'NT KNOW
ACT 4:
NATIONAL RADIOLOGY TRAVELER
THE CARS
APARTMENTS
MONEY
WOMEN
PEOPLE
PLACES
DID I MENTION THE WOMEN
AS LITTLE KIM STATED:
TELL THEM ABOUT THE BENJAMINS BABY
OH
AH HAH
YEAH
13 WEEK ASSIGMENTS
A ROCKSTAR
WORLDWIDE FRIENDS
MY MAIN MAN HAMP FROM THE ATL WE HOOKED UP IN ALASKA
MY MAN MATTY IN JACKSONHOLE WORLD CLASS SKI INSTRUCTOR
MY MAN WALT INTERNATIONAL PILOT
THE PLACES
THE ALASKA EXPERIENCE
MOOSE
NORTHERN LITES
UNSURPASSED NATURAL BEAUTY
MOUNTAINS
SKIING
MY BOY HAMP
A WISE MAN STATED:A YOUNG MAN SHOULD NEVER SEE ALASKA BECAUSE NO OTHER PLACE WILL EVER MEASURE UP
SO TRUE
LIKE COMPARING SANAA LATHAN TO WHOOPI GOLDBERG,PLEASE BELIEVE ME
WYOMING
THE TETONS
JACKSONHOLE
MY BOY MATTY
THE JACKSONHOLE EXPERIENCE
THE FLAVOR
THE STYLE
THE SKIING LEGENDARY
SKYS INDESCRIBLE
PURPLES
REDS
ORANGES
YELLOWS
EVER CHANGING
A PHOTOGRAPHERS DREAM
I'VE BEEN TOLD MY PHOTOS ARE HOT
I'M JUST SAYING
THE FOOD
THE ATTITUDE
COWBOYS
EVERYTHING THE HARD WAY
BOSTON
TIANA
HISTORY
PEOPLE
DRAMA
FOOD
ATTITUDE
NO YOU MEAN EVERYONE DID'NT ATTEND AN IVY LEAGUE SCHOOL
MAKE BIG MONEY
AND DRIVE A BEEMER
SAY IT ISN'T SO JOE
MINNESOTA
MY KISH
ALWAYS
LIFE AT THE BASE OF A SKI MOUNTAIN
THE MINNEAPOLIS FLAVOR
STYLE
NORTH CAROLINA
MY 1ST ASSIGNMENT
NIK
THE FOOD I GAINED 30 POUNDS PLEASE BELIEVE ME
IOWA
THE PEOPLE
FOOD
TELL THEM ABOUT THE BENJAMINS BABY
AHA
YEAH
6 CAR GARAGES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AMAZING HOSPITAL AND EQUIPMENT
LEARNED TO SWIM AT THE YMCA
HAWAII
SHELBY
WATERFALLS
SHELBY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANITRIS
UNBELIVABLE SCENERY
DID I MENTION SHELBY
AHA
YEAH
MANY OTHER PLACES I WON'T TORTURE YOU WITH
STOP ME IF I BORE YOU
MY MEMORIES CHOKE ME AND STAIN MY PILLOWS
ACT 5:
MY FATHER SHACKED UP WITH SUSY 20 YEARS WHILE RUNNING AROUND WITH MY MOTHER SIMULTANEOUSLY BEFORE GRACING HER WITH MARRIAGE
ALWAYS COMPARED ME TO SUSY'S BROTHERS KID HE DIED SO THEY RAISED HIM
HE MARRIED HIS LONG TERM EMPHASIZE LONG TERM GIRLFRIEND 3 KIDS AND FIFTEEN YEARS LATER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WORKED AT A STEEL MILL (I'D RATHER DRINK MUDDY WATER,SLIT BOTH WRISTS)
HE COULD DO NO WRONG
ME NO RITE
HE CONSTANTLY COMPARED ME TO THIS
SOMETIMES CALLING ME HIS NAME
I TOLD YOU ABOUT
YOU CONTINUED
I DID'NT CALL YOU FOR 10 YEARS
I GAVE YOU TIME TO GET A CLEAR PICTURE
YET YOU SAY I SHOULD STAY MARRIED
I MARRIED MY WIFE AFTER 6 MONTHS
STAYED MARRIED 16 YEARS
MY LIFESYLE'S QUESTIONABLE
YET YOU NEVER
SKIIED
WHITE WATER RAFTED
SWAM WITH SHARKS IN HAWAII
SAW THE BEAUTY OF WYOMING
THE SPLENDOR OF ALASKA
NEVER BEEN ON A PLANE
I'LL TELL YOU WHAT TO DO WITH THAT LIFESTYLE
I'D RATHER DRINK MUDDY WATER
SLIT BOTH WRISTS MULTIPLE TIMES

PLEASE BELIEVE ME
DEAR FATHER
I FORGIVE YOU
YOU COULD'NT KNOW
MY MEMORIES CHOKE ME AND STAIN MY PILLOWS
IN RETROSPECT
I'M RITE WHERE I SHOULD BE
THE AUTHOR AND FINISHER
BEGINNING
END
FIRST
LAST
ALPHA
OMEGA
PERFECT
OMNIPRESENT
NO MISTAKES
DIRECTIONAL PATHS DIRECTED
DIVINE RELATIONSHIPS FORGED
NO COINCIDENCE
DESTINY
WHO LOVES YOU MORE THAN ME
NO ONE
REMEMBER
YOU'RE GOOD ENOUGH
SMART ENOUGH
AND PEOPLE LIKE YOU (MR RODGERS)
I BELIEVE THIS YEAR FOR
YOUR PROSPERITY
THAT GOD OPENS THE FLOODGATES OF HEAVEN AND LET'S IT RAIN
ON YOU AND YOURS
I RECIEVE THAT FOR YOU
I BELIEVE THAT FOR YOU
ME
I'M MARVIN 1 MIKE NORTHCUTT
AND I'M OUT BABY
MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (REMASTERED 12-25-10 7AM)















10-10-2010 7AM ORIGINALLY REMIXED 12-25-10 7AM
TO MAKE THRU THE YEARS I SHED SO MANY TEARS(IF I COULD START MY LIFE FROM SCRATCH)
SO MANY YEARS SO MANY TEARS MY GOD

(SO MANY TEARS)




TWO PEOPLE STATED IT BEST
JANET JACKSON
IF I WAS YOUR GIRL ALL THE THINGS I'D DO TO YOU
I'D MAKE YOU CALL OUT MY NAME I'D ASK WHO IT BELONGS TOO
BUT I'M NOT
SO I CAN'T
AND I WON'T
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM BUT IF I WAS YOUR GIRL
AND FLOETRY
MY MEMORIES CHOKE ME AND STAIN MY PILLOWS
ACT 1:
I HAD AN ACADEMIC/ATHLETIC SCHOLARSHIP TO PLAY FOOTBALL AT GRAMBLING(1985)
I SCORED A 19 ON MY ACT
WAS ON SOCIAL SECURITY VIA ONE OF MY FATHERS(IT'S COMPLICATED PLEASE BELIEVE ME)
THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE COACHED BY THE GREAT EDDIE ROBINSON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PRICELESS
MY QUARTERBACK WOULD HAVE BEEN SUPERBOWL CHAMPION AND MVP DOUG WILLIAMS
THE HBCU EXPERIENCE (PRICELESS)
MY MOTHER TALKED ME OUT OF GOING AND INTO THE AIRFORCE
LORD FORBID IF SHE HAD TO PAY OUT ANY MONEY FOR MY EDUCATION
SHE PAID FOR MY OTHER SISTER WHO DROPPED OUT OOPS WAS KICKED OUT FOR SELLING DRUGS
I WAS ON SOCIAL SECURITY AND SCHOLARSHIP
SHE WOULDN'T HAVE HAD TO PAY A DIME
PUNCHLINE
THE JOKES ON ME
IN RETROSPECT I REALIZE DECISIONS ARE BASED ON
JUDGEMENT
EDUCATION SHE ONLY MADE IT TO THE 6TH GRADE
RAN AWAY AT 14
ONLY 1 THING DRIVES A GIRL AWAY AT THAT AGE
IT WASN'T THE MONEY
BUT THE LOVE OF
SHE PUNCHED HER OWN TICKET INSURING SHE WOULD NEVER HAVE MUCH
I WILL HAVE NO OTHER GOD'S BEFORE ME FOR I AM A JEALOUS GOD
DEAR MOTHER I FORGIVE YOU YOU DID'NT KNOW
THIS EVENT CREATED AN ELECTRIC FENCE EFFECT AROUND MY SPIRIT
HEART
ANYONE IS GRANTED ONLY LIMITED ENTRY
THE COMMITMENT THING A SIDE EFFECT
MY MEMORIES CHOKE ME AND STAIN MY PILLOWS
ACT 2:
THE RELATIONSHIPS
A DOMINO EFFECT
THE INABILITY TO RETURN THAT WHICH WAS SO FREELY GIVEN
TO THE
JEROLYN'S
DOMINIQUE'S
LAKISHA'S
CHANTRA'S
SHAUNA'S
VICTORIA'S
LISA'S
SOPHIA'S
ALICE'S
ORA'S
CONNIE'S
CAROLYN'S
NICOLE'S
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
I DIDN'T KNOW
LAKISHA MY PAYBACK THE PRODUCT OF MY UNREQUITED LOVES
I LOVED THAT GIRL
SHE DIDN'T RECIPROCATE TO MY LEVEL
WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND
THE LAW OF RECIPROCITY
MY SPIRIT CHOKES ME AND STAINS MY PILLOWS
THE COLLATERAL DAMAGE
KNOWINGLY
UNKNOWINGLY
INFLICTED
MY MEMORIES CHOKE ME AND STAIN MY PILLOWS
ACT 3:
THE AIRFORCE
CHICAGO ISN'T THE CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LAND IN LAS VEGAS AT A TIME BEFORE THE ONSLAUGHT OF COMMERCIALIZATION DESTROYED IT
I'M FLYING IN TONITE
DON'T CALL ME UNTIL YOU LAND BOO
FROM ANYWHERE IN THE CITY I COULD MAKE BAGGAGE CLAIM BEFORE HER BAGS ARRIVED
LUCK NO SO THING
THE COLLISION OF TWO IMMOVABLE FORCES
PREPARTION
OPPORTUNITY (FEEL ME)
THE CLUBS
THE WOMEN
THE FOOD
THE CLOTHES
TELL I'M ABOUT THE BENJAMINS BABY AHA YEAH
DEAR FATHER PLEASE FORGIVE ME
I DID'NT KNOW
ACT 4:
NATIONAL RADIOLOGY TRAVELER
THE CARS
APARTMENTS
MONEY
WOMEN
PEOPLE
PLACES
DID I MENTION THE WOMEN
AS LITTLE KIM STATED:
TELL THEM ABOUT THE BENJAMINS BABY
OH
AH HAH
YEAH
13 WEEK ASSIGMENTS
A ROCKSTAR
WORLDWIDE FRIENDS
MY MAIN MAN HAMP FROM THE ATL WE HOOKED UP IN ALASKA
MY MAN MATTY IN JACKSONHOLE WORLD CLASS SKI INSTRUCTOR
MY MAN WALT INTERNATIONAL PILOT
THE PLACES
THE ALASKA EXPERIENCE
MOOSE
NORTHERN LITES
UNSURPASSED NATURAL BEAUTY
MOUNTAINS
SKIING
MY BOY HAMP
A WISE MAN STATED:A YOUNG MAN SHOULD NEVER SEE ALASKA BECAUSE NO OTHER PLACE WILL EVER MEASURE UP
SO TRUE
LIKE COMPARING SANAA LATHAN TO WHOOPI GOLDBERG,PLEASE BELIEVE ME
WYOMING
THE TETONS
JACKSONHOLE
MY BOY MATTY
THE JACKSONHOLE EXPERIENCE
THE FLAVOR
THE STYLE
THE SKIING LEGENDARY
SKYS INDESCRIBLE
PURPLES
REDS
ORANGES
YELLOWS
EVER CHANGING
A PHOTOGRAPHERS DREAM
I'VE BEEN TOLD MY PHOTOS ARE HOT
I'M JUST SAYING
THE FOOD
THE ATTITUDE
COWBOYS
EVERYTHING THE HARD WAY
BOSTON
TIANA
HISTORY
PEOPLE
DRAMA
FOOD
ATTITUDE
NO YOU MEAN EVERYONE DID'NT ATTEND AN IVY LEAGUE SCHOOL
MAKE BIG MONEY
AND DRIVE A BEEMER
SAY IT ISN'T SO JOE
MINNESOTA
MY KISH
ALWAYS
LIFE AT THE BASE OF A SKI MOUNTAIN
THE MINNEAPOLIS FLAVOR
STYLE
NORTH CAROLINA
MY 1ST ASSIGNMENT
NIK
THE FOOD I GAINED 30 POUNDS PLEASE BELIEVE ME
IOWA
THE PEOPLE
FOOD
TELL THEM ABOUT THE BENJAMINS BABY
AHA
YEAH
6 CAR GARAGES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AMAZING HOSPITAL AND EQUIPMENT
LEARNED TO SWIM AT THE YMCA
HAWAII
SHELBY
WATERFALLS
SHELBY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANITRIS
UNBELIVABLE SCENERY
DID I MENTION SHELBY
AHA
YEAH
MANY OTHER PLACES I WON'T TORTURE YOU WITH
STOP ME IF I BORE YOU
MY MEMORIES CHOKE ME AND STAIN MY PILLOWS
ACT 5:
MY FATHER SHACKED UP WITH SUSY 20 YEARS WHILE RUNNING AROUND WITH MY MOTHER SIMULTANEOUSLY BEFORE GRACING HER WITH MARRIAGE
ALWAYS COMPARED ME TO SUSY'S BROTHERS KID HE DIED SO THEY RAISED HIM
HE MARRIED HIS LONG TERM EMPHASIZE LONG TERM GIRLFRIEND 3 KIDS AND FIFTEEN YEARS LATER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WORKED AT A STEEL MILL (I'D RATHER DRINK MUDDY WATER,SLIT BOTH WRISTS)
HE COULD DO NO WRONG
ME NO RITE
HE CONSTANTLY COMPARED ME TO THIS
SOMETIMES CALLING ME HIS NAME
I TOLD YOU ABOUT
YOU CONTINUED
I DID'NT CALL YOU FOR 10 YEARS
I GAVE YOU TIME TO GET A CLEAR PICTURE
YET YOU SAY I SHOULD STAY MARRIED
I MARRIED MY WIFE AFTER 6 MONTHS
STAYED MARRIED 16 YEARS
MY LIFESYLE'S QUESTIONABLE
YET YOU NEVER
SKIIED
WHITE WATER RAFTED
SWAM WITH SHARKS IN HAWAII
SAW THE BEAUTY OF WYOMING
THE SPLENDOR OF ALASKA
NEVER BEEN ON A PLANE
I'LL TELL YOU WHAT TO DO WITH THAT LIFESTYLE
I'D RATHER DRINK MUDDY WATER
SLIT BOTH WRISTS MULTIPLE TIMES

PLEASE BELIEVE ME
DEAR FATHER
I FORGIVE YOU
YOU COULD'NT KNOW
MY MEMORIES CHOKE ME AND STAIN MY PILLOWS
IN RETROSPECT
I'M RITE WHERE I SHOULD BE
THE AUTHOR AND FINISHER
BEGINNING
END
FIRST
LAST
ALPHA
OMEGA
PERFECT
OMNIPRESENT
NO MISTAKES
DIRECTIONAL PATHS DIRECTED
DIVINE RELATIONSHIPS FORGED
NO COINCIDENCE
DESTINY
WHO LOVES YOU MORE THAN ME
NO ONE
REMEMBER
YOU'RE GOOD ENOUGH
SMART ENOUGH
AND PEOPLE LIKE YOU (MR RODGERS)
I BELIEVE THIS YEAR FOR
YOUR PROSPERITY
THAT GOD OPENS THE FLOODGATES OF HEAVEN AND LET'S IT RAIN
ON YOU AND YOURS
I RECIEVE THAT FOR YOU
I BELIEVE THAT FOR YOU
ME
I'M MARVIN 1 MIKE NORTHCUTT
AND I'M OUT BABY
MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (REMASTERED 12-25-10 7AM)
















THE COLLISION OF TWO IMMOVABLE FORCES
PREPARTION
OPPORTUNITY (FEEL ME)
THE CLUBS
THE WOMEN
THE FOOD
THE CLOTHES
TELL I'M ABOUT THE BENJAMINS BABY AHA YEAH
DEAR FATHER PLEASE FORGIVE ME
I DID'NT KNOW
ACT 4:
NATIONAL RADIOLOGY TRAVELER
THE CARS
APARTMENTS
MONEY
WOMEN
PEOPLE
PLACES
DID I MENTION THE WOMEN
AS LITTLE KIM STATED:
TELL THEM ABOUT THE BENJAMINS BABY
OH
AH HAH
YEAH
13 WEEK ASSIGMENTS
A ROCKSTAR
WORLDWIDE FRIENDS
MY MAIN MAN HAMP FROM THE ATL WE HOOKED UP IN ALASKA
MY MAN MATTY IN JACKSONHOLE WORLD CLASS SKI INSTRUCTOR
MY MAN WALT INTERNATIONAL PILOT
THE PLACES
THE ALASKA EXPERIENCE
MOOSE
NORTHERN LITES
UNSURPASSED NATURAL BEAUTY
MOUNTAINS
SKIING
MY BOY HAMP
A WISE MAN STATED:A YOUNG MAN SHOULD NEVER SEE ALASKA BECAUSE NO OTHER PLACE WILL EVER MEASURE UP
SO TRUE
LIKE COMPARING SANAA LATHAN TO WHOOPI GOLDBERG,PLEASE BELIEVE ME
WYOMING
THE TETONS
JACKSONHOLE
MY BOY MATTY
THE JACKSONHOLE EXPERIENCE
THE FLAVOR
THE STYLE
THE SKIING LEGENDARY
SKYS INDESCRIBLE
PURPLES
REDS
ORANGES
YELLOWS
EVER CHANGING
A PHOTOGRAPHERS DREAM
I'VE BEEN TOLD MY PHOTOS ARE HOT
I'M JUST SAYING
THE FOOD
THE ATTITUDE
COWBOYS
EVERYTHING THE HARD WAY
BOSTON
TIANA
HISTORY
PEOPLE
DRAMA
FOOD
ATTITUDE
NO YOU MEAN EVERYONE DID'NT ATTEND AN IVY LEAGUE SCHOOL
MAKE BIG MONEY
AND DRIVE A BEEMER
SAY IT ISN'T SO JOE
MINNESOTA
MY KISH
ALWAYS
LIFE AT THE BASE OF A SKI MOUNTAIN
THE MINNEAPOLIS FLAVOR
STYLE
NORTH CAROLINA
MY 1ST ASSIGNMENT
NIK
THE FOOD I GAINED 30 POUNDS PLEASE BELIEVE ME
IOWA
THE PEOPLE
FOOD
TELL THEM ABOUT THE BENJAMINS BABY
AHA
YEAH
6 CAR GARAGES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AMAZING HOSPITAL AND EQUIPMENT
LEARNED TO SWIM AT THE YMCA
HAWAII
SHELBY
WATERFALLS
SHELBY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANITRIS
UNBELIVABLE SCENERY
DID I MENTION SHELBY
AHA
YEAH
MANY OTHER PLACES I WON'T TORTURE YOU WITH
STOP ME IF I BORE YOU
MY MEMORIES CHOKE ME AND STAIN MY PILLOWS
ACT 5:
MY FATHER SHACKED UP WITH SUSY 20 YEARS WHILE RUNNING AROUND WITH MY MOTHER SIMULTANEOUSLY BEFORE GRACING HER WITH MARRIAGE
ALWAYS COMPARED ME TO SUSY'S BROTHERS KID HE DIED SO THEY RAISED HIM
HE MARRIED HIS LONG TERM EMPHASIZE LONG TERM GIRLFRIEND 3 KIDS AND FIFTEEN YEARS LATER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WORKED AT A STEEL MILL (I'D RATHER DRINK MUDDY WATER,SLIT BOTH WRISTS)
HE COULD DO NO WRONG
ME NO RITE
HE CONSTANTLY COMPARED ME TO THIS
SOMETIMES CALLING ME HIS NAME
I TOLD YOU ABOUT
YOU CONTINUED
I DID'NT CALL YOU FOR 10 YEARS
I GAVE YOU TIME TO GET A CLEAR PICTURE
YET YOU SAY I SHOULD STAY MARRIED
I MARRIED MY WIFE AFTER 6 MONTHS
STAYED MARRIED 16 YEARS
MY LIFESYLE'S QUESTIONABLE
YET YOU NEVER
SKIIED
WHITE WATER RAFTED
SWAM WITH SHARKS IN HAWAII
SAW THE BEAUTY OF WYOMING
THE SPLENDOR OF ALASKA
NEVER BEEN ON A PLANE
I'LL TELL YOU WHAT TO DO WITH THAT LIFESTYLE
I'D RATHER DRINK MUDDY WATER
SLIT BOTH WRISTS MULTIPLE TIMES

PLEASE BELIEVE ME
DEAR FATHER
I FORGIVE YOU
YOU COULD'NT KNOW
MY MEMORIES CHOKE ME AND STAIN MY PILLOWS
IN RETROSPECT
I'M RITE WHERE I SHOULD BE
THE AUTHOR AND FINISHER
BEGINNING
END
FIRST
LAST
ALPHA
OMEGA
PERFECT
OMNIPRESENT
NO MISTAKES
DIRECTIONAL PATHS DIRECTED
DIVINE RELATIONSHIPS FORGED
NO COINCIDENCE
DESTINY
WHO LOVES YOU MORE THAN ME
NO ONE
REMEMBER
YOU'RE GOOD ENOUGH
SMART ENOUGH
AND PEOPLE LIKE YOU (MR RODGERS)
I BELIEVE THIS YEAR FOR
YOUR PROSPERITY
THAT GOD OPENS THE FLOODGATES OF HEAVEN AND LET'S IT RAIN
ON YOU AND YOURS
I RECIEVE THAT FOR YOU
I BELIEVE THAT FOR YOU
ME
I'M MARVIN 1 MIKE NORTHCUTT
AND I'M OUT BABY
MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (REMASTERED 12-25-10 7AM)
















JACKSONHOLE
MY BOY MATTY
THE JACKSONHOLE EXPERIENCE
THE FLAVOR
THE STYLE
THE SKIING LEGENDARY
SKYS INDESCRIBLE
PURPLES
REDS
ORANGES
YELLOWS
EVER CHANGING
A PHOTOGRAPHERS DREAM
I'VE BEEN TOLD MY PHOTOS ARE HOT
I'M JUST SAYING
THE FOOD
THE ATTITUDE
COWBOYS
EVERYTHING THE HARD WAY
BOSTON
TIANA
HISTORY
PEOPLE
DRAMA
FOOD
ATTITUDE
NO YOU MEAN EVERYONE DID'NT ATTEND AN IVY LEAGUE SCHOOL
MAKE BIG MONEY
AND DRIVE A BEEMER
SAY IT ISN'T SO JOE
MINNESOTA
MY KISH
ALWAYS
LIFE AT THE BASE OF A SKI MOUNTAIN
THE MINNEAPOLIS FLAVOR
STYLE
NORTH CAROLINA
MY 1ST ASSIGNMENT
NIK
THE FOOD I GAINED 30 POUNDS PLEASE BELIEVE ME
IOWA
THE PEOPLE
FOOD
TELL THEM ABOUT THE BENJAMINS BABY
AHA
YEAH
6 CAR GARAGES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AMAZING HOSPITAL AND EQUIPMENT
LEARNED TO SWIM AT THE YMCA
HAWAII
SHELBY
WATERFALLS
SHELBY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANITRIS
UNBELIVABLE SCENERY
DID I MENTION SHELBY
AHA
YEAH
MANY OTHER PLACES I WON'T TORTURE YOU WITH
STOP ME IF I BORE YOU
MY MEMORIES CHOKE ME AND STAIN MY PILLOWS
ACT 5:
MY FATHER SHACKED UP WITH SUSY 20 YEARS WHILE RUNNING AROUND WITH MY MOTHER SIMULTANEOUSLY BEFORE GRACING HER WITH MARRIAGE
ALWAYS COMPARED ME TO SUSY'S BROTHERS KID HE DIED SO THEY RAISED HIM
HE MARRIED HIS LONG TERM EMPHASIZE LONG TERM GIRLFRIEND 3 KIDS AND FIFTEEN YEARS LATER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WORKED AT A STEEL MILL (I'D RATHER DRINK MUDDY WATER,SLIT BOTH WRISTS)
HE COULD DO NO WRONG
ME NO RITE
HE CONSTANTLY COMPARED ME TO THIS
SOMETIMES CALLING ME HIS NAME
I TOLD YOU ABOUT
YOU CONTINUED
I DID'NT CALL YOU FOR 10 YEARS
I GAVE YOU TIME TO GET A CLEAR PICTURE
YET YOU SAY I SHOULD STAY MARRIED
I MARRIED MY WIFE AFTER 6 MONTHS
STAYED MARRIED 16 YEARS
MY LIFESYLE'S QUESTIONABLE
YET YOU NEVER
SKIIED
WHITE WATER RAFTED
SWAM WITH SHARKS IN HAWAII
SAW THE BEAUTY OF WYOMING
THE SPLENDOR OF ALASKA
NEVER BEEN ON A PLANE
I'LL TELL YOU WHAT TO DO WITH THAT LIFESTYLE
I'D RATHER DRINK MUDDY WATER
SLIT BOTH WRISTS MULTIPLE TIMES

PLEASE BELIEVE ME
DEAR FATHER
I FORGIVE YOU
YOU COULD'NT KNOW
MY MEMORIES CHOKE ME AND STAIN MY PILLOWS
IN RETROSPECT
I'M RITE WHERE I SHOULD BE
THE AUTHOR AND FINISHER
BEGINNING
END
FIRST
LAST
ALPHA
OMEGA
PERFECT
OMNIPRESENT
NO MISTAKES
DIRECTIONAL PATHS DIRECTED
DIVINE RELATIONSHIPS FORGED
NO COINCIDENCE
DESTINY
WHO LOVES YOU MORE THAN ME
NO ONE
REMEMBER
YOU'RE GOOD ENOUGH
SMART ENOUGH
AND PEOPLE LIKE YOU (MR RODGERS)
I BELIEVE THIS YEAR FOR
YOUR PROSPERITY
THAT GOD OPENS THE FLOODGATES OF HEAVEN AND LET'S IT RAIN
ON YOU AND YOURS
I RECIEVE THAT FOR YOU
I BELIEVE THAT FOR YOU
ME
I'M MARVIN 1 MIKE NORTHCUTT
AND I'M OUT BABY
MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (REMASTERED 12-25-10 7AM)



12-23-12 1500
I WALK PART 2#
I HAVE JUST ATTENDED CHURCH
HAVE LEFT AND WAS DROPPED OFF BY A FEW FRIENDS APPROXIMATELY 6 MILES FROM MY DESTINATION
SHE HAD TO GO THE BATHROOM
THAT'S COOL BUT I'LL NEVER FORGET IT
EVER
WE HAD JUST LEFT CHURCH AND SHE'S CURSING OUT THE MOTORIST BEHIND HER
THEY DROP ME OFF 6 MILES APROXIMATELY FROM MY DESTINATION
THANX NELL
THANX FRANK
WHAT WOULD JESUS DO
TOWARDS THE END OF MY HIKE I'M ATTACKED BY A PITBULL
I MANAGE TO STAY AWAY
RETRIEVE A STICK
THANK GOD
I'M A SKIER FROM JHOLE
I CALL 911
TO SPEAK TO ONE THE DUMBEST PEOPLE I EVER SPOKE TO IN LIFE
UNFORTUNATELY SHE IS DEFINETLY AFRICAN AMERICAN
I HAVE BEEN ATTACKED BY A PITTBULL
WERE U BITTEN
NO
OH HOW DID U MANAGE THAT
WHAT IS YOUR LOCATION
THE INTERSECTION OF MORGANTON AND CLIFFDALE
U DON'T HAVE THE ADDRESS
MORGANTON AND CLIFFDALE
YOU WERE NOT BITTEN
NO
OOHHHHHH
WHAT DID THE PERPETRATORS LOOK LIKE
REALLY
YOU ARE ASKING THAT
BEIGE AND WHITE
BLACK AND GREY
YOU WERE NOT BITTEN
HUH
NO
WOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT ARE THE PERPETRATORS DOING NOW
WATCHING ME WATCH THEM
I'M DISPATCHING THE POLICE
THEY'LL BE ENROUTE
WHEN WILL THEY ARRIVE
I DON'T KNOW
REALLY
I'M OUT
HOW WILL THEY KNOW THE SITUATION IF U DON'T WAIT
I COULD'NT CARE LESS HAVE THEM MEET ME AT THE YMCA
WHAT ARE YOU WEARING
IT MAKES NO DIFFERENCE
HOW WILL THEY KNOW YOU
WHAT'S YOUR RACIAL PERSUASION
REALLY
I'LL NOTICE A POLICEMAN AT THE YMCA
THANX SIR
WHAT ARE THE PERPETRATORS DOING NOW
TRUE STORY
I CALL MY GIRL P DIDDY N VEGAS
SHE COULD'NT BELIEVE IT
SHE SAYS IT'S NO WAY THAT'S HER REGULAR JOB
SHE HAS TO BE A FILL IN
I CALL MY GIRL BRENDA THE EXACT SAME REACTION
THE EXACT SAME WOW
THE POLICE ARRIVE 1ST QUESTION
WERE YOU BITTEN
OH
HE TOO LOOKED DISAPPOINTED
I GIVE THE ADDRESS HE GOES TO INVESTIGATE
I GUESS HE DID ANIMAL CONTROL CALLED ENROUTE TO THE SCENE MINUTES LATER
THEY MEET ME I REITERATE THE STORY
THEY COULD NOT BELIEVE MY STORY
HE JUST SHOOK HIS HEAD
SMILED
WELL THEY'RE GOING TO PICK UP THOSE DOGS
I'M SURE THE OWNER WILL BE SURPRISED
I HOPE I SAVED SOME KID
SOME UNSUSPECTING
WALKER
JOGGER
THANX
NELL
THANX
FRANK
HAPPY HOLIDAYS
WHAT WOULD JESUS DO
I HAVE TO AGREE WITH MY SISTER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS GIRL WAS OBVIOUSLY BEAUTIFUL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PROBABLY LIGHT SKINNED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF SHE WAS LUMBEE I GET IT TOTALLY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH YEAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHE MONIQUE LEWINSKIED IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M OUT
REMEMBER YOUR'E GOOD ENOUGH
SMART ENOUGH
GOSH DARN IT PEOPLE LIKE YOU
MR RODGERS
THE WALK PART 2#
ME V/S THE PITS
I'M OUT
ALWAYS BE ENCOURAGED

NEVER PRAY 4 AN EASY AN EASY LIFE PRAY 4 THE STRENGHTH 2 ENDURE A DIFFICULT 1
(BRUCE LEE)














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