sweet suicide

sweet trembling fingers,
press the gun to my head..
last breath of precious air
so sweet in my chest..

swallow the pills of escape
to put my tired body to eternal rest..
wait till my eyes open no more,
this is all for the best..

i`ll end my miserable life,
all i`ve ever done is made a mess..
it`s become too painful to smile,
i`m merely a waste of flesh..

so i`ll cut my wrists
and take my last breath..
and wait very patiently
for my bitter sweet death..