lovelorn

Lovelorn
emPearl 19jul2011 VOP Angola, IN
Oh my darling, my slim and beautiful love.
I don't know why I'm still here.
I'm searching for my soul I guess and trying to be sincere.
I want you to know, I love you so, your're such a loving soul.
Your many virtues I see and know, are more than I can extol.
I must leave and find myself, our growth is paramount,
what you need is more than me, on that you can surely count.
We must intend to find the one, that;s right to contribute to our growth.
We must sift thru our relationship's growth & keep what's best for us both.
I truly love and cherish you, I don't want to leave, but I must.
In time you'll see the value here & I hope not consider it unjust.
We don't see eye to eye and I don't want to make you cry.
If we could only, just agree we don't agree.
I'd like to be your friend, I don't want to see it end.
A relationship I thought would reach the moon.
As we grew to know each others highs and lows,
the dream turned out to be a blue balloon.
Slowly loosing gas and with it lots of class
as our boundries got trampled and trespassed.
And I say again, I hope you'll be my friend,
'cause friends are few and far between.
I don't see a future, at this time, or how we can make it work.
I love you my dear, as I shed a tear, I know you think I'm a jerk.
I'm now sorry I came, and I'm completely to blame,
for jerking your chain to and fro.
I'm not proud of myself, for what I have done,
I'm impulsive and just didn;t know.
If I had known, it would have turned out this way,
I would never have taken that step,
for I've caused you some pain to my own disdain,
now I wish that at home I had kept.
I can only say, on a final day, I hope you'll forgive and forget.
For my love still runs deep, as I sit here and weep,
and I'll never be out of your debt.