My savior; my demise

I've found you
Or maybe you've found me
Avoidance isn't eternal
At times, I need you
At times, you destroy me
There needs to be a balance
Like the one we've found today
If I only sink so deep
Deep into your darkness, I've found bliss
If I sink too deep, then...
Well then, I drown
You swallow me
But not today; today you've come as my Savior
Pulling me just so slightly into you,me...
I'd like to stay here
I can't stay here