Apologies

I'm sorry if I hurt you,

And I'm sorry if I made you feel,

That it's all your fault.

I didn't mean to make it seem,

Like I didn't want you at all.

I probably made you feel,

Guilty and Hurt.

But I didn't want that,

But it's too late,

Cause now your gone.

And I don't know what to say,

Or what to do.

In all honesty,

I've never been a big relationship kind of dude.

I've never known,

Any love or care.

But then you walked into my life,

And said how much you did really care.

But then those two harsh words I told you,

'Annoying Me'.

I shouldn't have said it like that,

Now I feel guilty because I felt mean.

I want you to come back,

And talk to me more.

But I don't know whether I screwed that up,

Like I always do.

I've never been good friends with anyone,

So I don't know what to say or do,

But I know something I want,

And Ethan.

That's you.