Maybe

As i stand on this street corner and watch these two roads meet
i suddenly feel at peace,
maybe its because at my feet lies the intersetion of 2 distinct paths
merging at a point of vulnerability.
Maybe its because its a reminder of you and me
and the blissful bond we once shared,
without a care in the world
with my arms wrapped around you to shelter you from the cold.
Two souls kept warm by each others company
two hearts dancing in the rain playfully,
two minds with the same thing in mind
you want me to be yours.
And i want you to be mine
i don't know,
maybe I'm crazy
maybe time has finally out played me.
Maybe i stopped seeing beauty in the little things
maybe i stopped appreciating the gift life brings,
maybe I'm in over my head
or maybe i just miss the familiar contours of your body.
under the chalk white sheets of my bed
i don't know maybe this is normal,
maybe i stopped being myself after you left
maybe this is all a test.
maybe i failed and i
couldn't clean up the mess,
maybe thats why the rain suddenly feels colder on my skin
maybe that's why whenever i try to apologise.
i dont know where to begin
or where to end,
all these things that ive typed up in my mind i want to tell you
i just,
cant bring myself to hit send.
maybe i fucked up and i wont admit it
maybe I'm a coward,
seems like ive got all the time in the world
maybe i should do something about it.
i mean,
every minute without you feels like an hour.
maybe I'm a fool for distancing myself from you
maybe that's why i couldn't admit i loved you,
because for some reason
i couldn't accept that maybe,
just maybe
you loved me too.