Out of The Blue Love

It hit me out of the blue, "This must be what real love feels like." I said to myself, but how did I get here? I wondered. Why am I feeling this way when he doesn't even want me? There were so many unanswered questions floating around in my head and I just couldn't understand it. Where do I even begin. Hi my name is CynNalla Perrition, I am a single black woman just out of a toxic 5-year relationship. I am a businesswoman in the making, I wouldn't say I'm struggling but I also wouldn't say I'm that accomplished either. My family and friends constantly ask me when I'm going to settle down, truth be told I am not sure when or if I'll ever settle down at this point. I refuse to settle with just anyone though. Let's start at the beginning when I was in a toxic relationship with my ex-Jacob. He was sweet to me when we first started talking